mr tan (((: hehehehs . he sing dao damn nice larhs (:



mr tan (((: he is damn enjoying his singing & playing larhs ((: hahahs . he rawks :) loves him larhs .



my newest hairstyle . hmmm ?? with my fringe clip larhs . hmmm ?? funnie sia . so ugly !!

choir was damn fun larhs todae . hmmm ... did lyk alot of pop singings luhs . at first lyk hmmm ... the whole choir slackin and i was sendin music ard & hmmm exchangin hp to look luhs . den hmmm ... sing fer bout half and wah laos , azmira sure cn make us laugh , i keep on laugh dao i cant even sing finish e whole song . sing bout an hour den break lorhs den . we lyk dicuss bout the notice board & we r doin sth bout it larhs , on this sat after practice , we want to use hot pink & black ((((: hmmm ?? nxt wk practice is 9am to 12pm , wah laos , still early larhs . hmmm ... nvm .. after break we just lyk slack slack , joke joke den mr tan also lyk wild & joke larhs . he just let us sing den we sing many many songs larhs , den i lyk feel wah sei , choir rawks sia , choir gt power !! we rawks lorhs . when we sing lyk wo ke yi , kiss goodbye , forever love .... we lyk so together , choir gt power larhs . hehehehs (: alright , im happie but ivan did sth tt realli make me damn angry . ass hole . he took ____ de number , okays , nvm , cause i trust tt he wont do anything mahs , den durin practice he send _____ messages and i was suspectin tt he is messaging ________ den i realle yah cause their expression was blah blah larhs ... den i was so fed up ... i shout , wad ur doin ?? stop it larhs ... den they sae nth larhs . hmmm ... i noe it is nt den when choir ends i lyk keep on ask dem wad den they don tell den i noe is bad le larhs , den i lyk wanna cry liaos den mr tan sae hey don make her le larhs , den mr tan lyk hmmm ... noe wad happen cuz he physcology dehs mahs ... argh .. den i shout larhs cuz ______ send me wa lao don b lame larhs .... wa lao ... wtf ... and hmmm ... blah blah larhs ... den mr tan lyk sae u onli sec one lerhs .... hmmm ... i get wad he meant .... argh ... den when i wanna ask ivan dey all wad realli happen , he was nt there and he ignore my calls . wa lao . wad ivan did larhs ?? i don even noe kayys. wtf sia . nw i dont even noe wad happen so is it bad or wad ?? kao bei . now wad ?? i don even noe wad happen and please lorhs ... nw ____ thought im lame sia .... wtf lorhs ... i don even noe anythng den nw im lame ... argh ... wtf ...

alright , everytime when u c damn long posts in my blogs it means tt i type it out at nite in notepad den i copy and paste it to blogger . hmmm ... i normally does it in the middle of the nite when im alone & still awake and is when i will start to think about alot of things and also is when i can realli b myself , i no need to hide frm anyone den rite , i just b wad im , wad i feel , just simply myself . well , love the midnight larhs cuz i can cry and cry , think and think , without anyone knowing , even if i realli goin to slash , no one will noe or c it . hmmm. im tired , realli tired , tired fer pretending , tired fer excepting a new dae , i simply wants to escape frm all of these and let me stop at a time , well i would like to stop at somewhere where im a months old to one yrs old cuz during den i dunno anything , nothing at all and i wont grow up and face so many difficult things rite . haiish . ilovemychildhood (((((: lawls . who doesnt love deir childhood ?? hmmmm. yeah . things tt is in the past , is the past , now is now . hmmmm . well , tanya's new album good bye & hello , a well done one , the songs were fabulous (((: hear dem bahs . haiish . hmmm . must must must forget . must must must b strong . must must must b happie . must must must wake up . but when must i fuflfill each ?? infront of friends , happie & strong ?? infront of laopo & darling , my real self ?? happie ?? infront of parents , happie & strong ?? when must i be which . i dunno larhs . den in my blog who am i ?? happie , my real self or wad ?? i realli dunno how to present myself in all kinds of masks larhs . is difficult and when u r alone , u r so down cuz u hav to bear bck all ur sadness again after all those masks . ... sometimes i realli regret fer postin wad i realli feel and i realli feel sorry fer bu-shuanging . but hmmm sooooo ?? lawls . blehx . who even bothers to read it lorhs , so long , so lengthly , hahhas (((: broken english . bad example larhs . den when i bu-shuanging , people just ignores me and eventually .... hmmm ... come up with more things ... to add up my sadness ... why ?? saes tt i onli wan attention , if i cant attracts people's attention den i will feel unwanted & gets pissed off .... yahhhhhs ... if u were me .... wont u feel so too ... and is lyk after so many sadness ... i can pretend and be strong but i still do need someone to care fer me rite and when ur ignore me of course im angry cuz i need someone to care bout me rite . when u r sad , dont ur want someone to b by ur side , to hear u out , to support u .... huhhhhhs ?? u get it anot .... is nt tt i wan to is tt i need to .... u wont understand dehs larhs ... wad i think is so different frm wad ur thk ... i thk is alright ur thk is over ... why i wld talk to boys more and i the sense to ur is flirt cuz at least dey care bout me .... at least dere is someone which i can talk to rite .... haiish . wtf . ur just don get it ....

and flirts ... ur sucks to e core ... ur are cheaters & liars & fuckin .... ur can hav 10 or even more stead at a tym and alright ... ur think ur gt wad it takes to flirt rite .... please larhs ... if u r rich or shuai or wad , ur may hav wad it takes but still ur shldnt b wad ... no one in the world has wad it takes to flirt ... ur don respect urslef .... and don respect tt gal .... a guy saes he's flirting cuz to satisfy his hands & mouth . chee bai . is damn guo fen larhs . cant ur respect gals ?? just fer holdings hands and kissing , ur hurt tt gal ... do u noe how tt gal will suffers ... do ur noe .... if u wanna kiss & hold ur hands , go hold ur mum de and if u wanna kiss , kiss ur ass den . some more ur still plan it well out , tt gals cannot stay near each other so tt u will nt b keena caught and hav more gals to plae with ...... and tt guy saes to him , gals are simply clothes . wtf . flirts are realli ... argh ..... guo fen ... coward ... losers .... ur just sucks . but sadly love is blind . people do falls fer flirts . well .... gals b clever larhs , don b cheated ... i know is difficult but sooooo ?? u rather wanna b hurt directly or indirectly or lesser or more ?? ur think ... aiya .... i just dunno wad to sae le larhs ... tt guy was peter's fren ... hmmm ?? named joel .... a flirt .... kao bei .... he sucks larhs ... attitude problem ... i even hated when he flirt is to satisfy his hand and mouth . wtf . im sure gals will b lyk wtf or wad so ever if u c this post rite . haiish . flirts flirts flirts , stop flirting !! wtf . chee bai . ass hole . go fuck ur mum & kiss & sex ur mum lorhs , easier , can c almost everydae ?? nt saein as in ur shld realli go fuck ur mum but as in just stop it kayys ?? ur r hurting people ard u . it's bad and is sucking . just stop larhs ... and stop cheatin and lyin ..... just stop flirting !! wtf . chee bai . ass hole . kao bei . cowards , flirts , losers !!! chee bai ....

( goodnight everyone - am i a robot ? )

i try so hard to be the one,
can handle all those,
complicated lies,
so if you leave me now,
cannot you see ? ,
am i failed or,
...
am i robot?,
not a human,
or am i robot,
acting like human,
am i robot?,
not a human ..
or am i robot?,
act like human ... i need your love ...


nice . i would like to be a robot cause a robot doesnt need love .

i hate you ... u r a big big lair & a cheater . u lied . u cheated . i hate u but i still love u .... i hate u .... two weeks has passed .... and do you feel anything ... nothing i guess ... cause it has all come to the end .... two weeks ago ..... 15.10.07 . 9.48pm u hurt me once again . 9 more days to 07.11.07 our second month but no longer anymore ... can i go bck to 15.10.07 . 9.47pm when i didnt know tt we r breakin ... let me be back at that time and make sure tt the msg was nv sent ... i need u but u left ....

temporary blogskin onli larhs . this one lyk too simple hors . lyk a sudden change frm darkness to brightness lyk tt . hahas (: hmmm ... shakalaka baby damn nice larhs (: halloween is cumming ,. weees (: i wan to dress up lyk a witch or skeleton (: hahahs . den makeup with lips black and eyes with black & sliver . hahahs (: lawls . but too bad none realli celebrates it in spore larhs

yummy (: that chocolate is damn nice larhs . yummie , yum , yum (: todae go bck school fer math remedial on data handling luhs . sian larhs . shariza [ dunno hw to spell his name ] sat nxt to me todae . he quite nice larhs (: den hmmm .. nth realli did happen . tt slacko get wad she deserves . hahas (: tmr choir at 12.50pm . dunno if i wanna go anot lorhs cuz tmr mayb goin out . sian sian . well , some veri cold jokes were used durin the remedial . lyk ice and off . well I C E OFF : ice off , den OFF ICE : office nt off ice . hmmm ?? cold rite . hmmm ?? den how u spell arh den i blur mahs i sae huh . hahas (: den wa lao , papa dey all horny larhs , sae wad if i exchange body with ivan den ivan can admire a gal's body , so good sia . hmmm . diao . den i take 242 mahs den i was standing den funnie larhs , when the bus cross , ismat & ahmad & hanif & asyraf were crossin e road den they lyk point at me den keep on laugh . den i also laugh cuz funnie mahs =.=||hmmm ... den went hme . nth big happen luhs . haiish . sian . my fuckin hairstyle . and tt fuckin bitch who heck my account . argh , wtf .

haiish . wa lao , who is tt fucking bitch who hack larhs . wtf . kao bei . haiish . hmm ... i dunno larhs . haiish . don heck larhs . i need tt account larhs .

HAPPY FOURTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH LIM KAHSHIN .
LAOPO , I , CHEANG SEE MUN , LOVE U FOREVER & PROMISE TO BE UR SIDE NO MATTER WHEN . THANK YOU FER UR CARE & ALWAYS BE BY MY SIDE WHEN I NEEDED U . THANKS . I LOVE YOU .

ystd msg laopo at 12.39am to sae tt todae was our fourth month anniversary (: hahahs . but this time nv go celebrate larhs cuz i lazy to go out . sorrie larhs , laopo . haiish .

hmmm ?? i ystd nite spent an hour thinking bout sth andi realli dunno if i realli cld take things easy nw . but ystd i realli did feel light & free frm anything , simply nth , well hmmm hope all the upcoming daes cld b spent lyk tt luhs . hahahs (: i " would " . hmmm ... haiish ... haiish ... hope someone realli understands me larhs so tt i can share everything with dem luhs . hahas (: who would b tt person luhs . ive no idea (: hahas . hmmm ... holidaes ald started luhs . hmmm ?? veri sian sia at hme , gt lots of hmewrk larhs but i lazy to do nw den still gt choir practices .... pioneer celebrations .... operation ... haiish ... cumming soon luhs ... to me ... operation is lyk a pause in my life .... it separates me frm almost everything ... lyk outings & dance & hmmm ... anything tt involves moving lyk running ..... of course nt walking larhs (: hahas . hmmm ?? wtf sia . lyk tt i cant go out luhs .... yah ... i know im useless .... is my fault larhs ... i cause myself to wear specs ....enter pioneer ... being un-nice and everything ... it is all my fault .... i feel sorrie fer myself ...i felt guilty fer bringing me to here ... nw at such position ....and my attitude ... haiish ... sucks larhs ... especially during my often mood swings ... haiish ... well ... dad sae tt u cant go out fer a month sia ... argh ... i will turn mad larhs ... i wan go class gathering dehs & date with darlin larhs .... haiish ... dunno larhs , feel so complicated & messy larhs ... dey promise me tt i can go on 24.11.07 dehs nw totally change ... wad sia ... i hate ur larhs ... rmb me cryin outside just becuz of tt 24.11.07 arhs ... and ur promise tt i can go one ... please stop makin me feel tt this operation is fuckin larhs ... becuz of this operation ... i feel tt e operation change so many things ... if nt becuz of this operation ... i wld join dance nw ... and dun hav to wait till i go jc / poly den join rite ... becuz of this ... i stop my dream ... my love and then i cannot go out ... cannot so many things ... i realli hate this operation larhs ... all my fren will lyk treat me differently ... my relatives ... lata go bck to msia ... i also dunno hw to face dem ... lata dey don let me do anything at all ... wad sia ... i hate this operation larhs ... and of course i hate myself fer makin my bckbone curve larhs .... yah ... my fault my fault ... take the bills frm my bank lorhs ... lyk tt i also dun wanna go pioneer celebration and take prize & perform liaos . i noe ur wan to c me go up take prize rite but i purposely don wan larhs .. can anot ... i rather don take den cannot go on the 24.11.07 rite ... if i cannot go out on 24.11.07 den forget bout me on 19.11.07 to appear at republic poly . wad fer rite den just let me stay at hme and let me stay dere fer a mth larhs ... no prize no anything ... happie ?? wad sia ... ur sae need to c my body if can take it anot ... wad sia ... since the doctor let me out of the hospital means im okay liaos larhs , why is it tt i still hav to stay at hme fer a mth lorhs . wtf sia . argh . sorrie , seemun , sorrie fer sucking in everything ... u sucks ... yeah (: seemun sucks ... weees (: wtf .

haiish . hmmm ... i dunno larhs .. well looks lyk i realli can see things easy huh ... i realize if i nv c them or msg den i happier sia cuz i no need thk of dem .... hmmm ?? i dunno nahs . haiish . feel lyk buying the kelly shirt cuz it is nice (: hahhas (: SHAKALAKA BABY !!

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ten facts bout me :
- im cheang see mun
- aka jasmine , angela , miss skeleton , green tea and many more larhs
- female
- twelve plus nw
- single
- exisited in this world on13.12.94
- currently studing in a almost all white school
- but used to study in a white & green school
- have often mood swings
- married to nana & kahshin

she hearts :
- singers . guys : 小猪 , 小鬼 , 林俊杰 , gary cao , jay chuo [ a little onli ] , jeese , shawn , darren ...
- singers . gals : jolin , rainie , elva , rihanna , christina , avril , nelly , kelly , keely , agnes , hilary duff .....
- singers . grps : S.H.E & F.I.R
- songs : shakalaka baby , 任意门 , 爱无赦 , 三个心愿 , secret , shut up & drive , girlfriend , sweet escape , maneater , honey honey , all good things come to the end , beautiful girls , 精舞门 , 西界 .... 好听 den kayys luhs (:
- munch : vegetables (: cheese / chocolate cake , choclate , muffins , junk food ...
- colors : hot pink , black , white , light pink , sliver , gold , shiny colors , sky blue , purple ...
- her height
- her friends
- dance
- singing

she loathes :
- her hairstyle [ too short larhs ]
- her looks [ face too big ]
- her $$$ [ she needs more $$$$$ $$$ ]
- smokers [ eeeyer , stay away frm me ]
- flirts [ hurt others without knowing . haiish . bad larhs ]
- liars [ if is 善意 den it is okay with me ]
- meat exception of fried de [ cuz eating animal meat & also is disgusting ]
- animals [ cats & dogs & even insects ]
- xiao tian tian [ siao tian tian ]
- you

CRAVES i need dem (:
- skeleton shoulder bag
- white / hot pink / light pink bubble shoulder off
- checked shorts [ black & white / black & red / black & hot pink / black & light pink ]
- new specs
- class gatherin [ oneserveseven'07 & sixcompassion'06 ]
- cheerleadin / dance as second cca in 2009
- be a blog skin-ner (:
- 170 to 175 cm
- big big necklace
- sliver / white / black shiny pumps
- reborn / dye hair
- another ear piercing
- movie movies
- date dates outing outings
- white / black bubble shorts
- new myuk wallet & pencil case [ black version of my current pencil case ]
- part time modeling / tutoring / working in clothes shops
- $$$
- freedom
- big big big white framed shades
(:

CHEE BAI. WHO IS TT FUCKIN BITCH WHO HECK MY ACCOUNT DEHS ?? CHEE BAI . ASS HOLE . FUCK LARHS . TT FUCKIN BITCH !! ARGH . WILL KILL HER IF I CAN . WILL EVEN WANNA SMACK HER . IF I LOST MY ACCOUNT , MY BLOG WILL ENDS , MY FRIENDSTER WILL ENDS & ALL OTHER ACCOUNTS WHICH I USE jasmine2_cheang@hotmail.com AS MY USER NAME OR EMAIL . WTF SIA . I WILL LOSE MANY MANY THINGS WHICH I SIMPLY CANT LOSE THEM DEHS . I NEED MY FRIENDSTER & OF COURSE MY BLOGGIE . WHY MUST YOU MAKE ME FEEL SAD EVERYDAE . I WHERE GT OFFEND YOU ?? CURRENTLY , I AM THINKING IS HER CUZ I TOLD HER MY PASSWORD TO MY ACCOUNT SO SHE SHLD BE THE ONE WHOM HECK LERHS . ARGH . OMG . WTF SIA . I WHERE GT OFFEND U HARHS , DA XIAO JIE . DON HECK LARHS , BITCH . DON MAKE ME SCOLD U .

i admire darling de class larhs . when i c deir class blog & go to other links rite . in deir blog dey talk bout missing and all those posts lyk last wrds to whoever lyk tt . deir class are veri veri close . dey cried & hav fun & were lyk a big family (: but one serve seven was nt . haiish . we lyk don even care bout e class gatherin lerhs . lyk no one care at all . hopeless . is just lyk six compassion'06 dehs , when talk bout class gathering , nth happen lerhs . i wan class gatherin but it doesnt seems to come true . haiish , hope we do hav class gatherin to both my beloved classes . i love every single one in the both classes though we may quarrel or wadsoever , i do love ur . ur bring me well happie memories , i thk .

I LOVE ONE SERVE SEVEN (:
AND WE ARE EMERGING TO TWO SERVE SEVEN NXT YEAR (: FOREVER TOGETHER !! SERVE SEVEN ALL THE WAY WITH YOU GUYS I HOPE (:

LOVES

NANA LAOPO [x] your whole personality [x]
KAHSHIN LAOPO [x] always there for me everytime [x]
THE WHOLE SITU FAMILY [x] bringing happiness to me [x]
SHIYING [x] understanding & kind [x]
AHMAD [x] understanding , funnie , sitting nxt to me & good listener [x]
THE FOUR MUSKETEERS [x] the clowns in class & " horny " [x]

THANK YOU (:

sepia . edited (:



black & white . edited (: lovely larhs . i love my eyes onli . lawls (:



darling shooting (:



darling's the table so messy sia . worst then mine (: hehehes (: blehx .

trying to sign in to my hotmail account but they keep on sae is wrong password sia . i also dunno why . im sure tt was the rite password lerhs . haiish . everydae sign in rite . where will wrong merhs . dunno why lerhs . wah laos . wad happen sia . even the question fer the reset password dehs also changed liaos lorhs . argh . wad happen larhs . wtf . argh . who tt fuckin person whom heck my account lerhs . argh . haiish . so once again i porn choir . haiish . sorrie larhs , azmira . todae i wake up at 7am den went bck to slp den wake up agian at 8.30 thkin tt aiya no need go choir liaos den lastin wake up at 11.50am to go out eat breakfast . haiish . sorrie . im useless larhs . haiish .

ystd woke up at 6.45am den went school lorhs . ystd was bz fer me . i first went fer GIS den ran up to D&T den ran to choir den went bck again to D&T and ran down to GIS den ran up to hall . me & papa & ivan was talkin luhs den suddenly nathan saw lerhs , he at stage there use e mike and sae eh , u there , the girl & two boys , can ur stop ur conversation . blehx . so malu larhs . den nvm . then after tt we walked bck to class . den miss wang sae seemun ur fringe & skirt arhs . den i lyk don care don care den she sae don fold ur skirt & blahs blahs . lyk i care . also nt veri short wad . den went bck to class . i suddenly hav goosebumps lorhs . cause i scare someone drop cuz sekar sae 3 droppin . i scare larhs , i will miss any single one of dem dehs . den hmmm ?? at first collect many hmewrk & pp larhs . sian larhs . den hmmm ?? the time come , we get our results & some cca things so altogether hav 5 pp . hmmm . my results was normal larhs .

english : B3 [66]
chinese : A1 [78]
mathematics : A1 [83]
science : A2 [74]
geography : A2 [74]
history : A2 [72]
literature : B3 [67]
design & technology : A1 [83]
home economics : A1 [93]
visual arts : B4 [61]
civics & moral education : A
IPW : A

total : 751/1000
percentage : 75.1%
promotion status : promoted to s2 EXPRESS (:

haiish . nt realli a good report fer this year cuz i know i can do better especially fer science & eng & art . well , so average is tt i almost score all A1 fer all subjects . well , miss wang sae so de . nt my problem mahs . hmmm ?? den i was so happie when ahmad also pass (: he went to EXPRESS . den hanif & asyraf also . so lastly i was lyk angry larhs cuz mr salihin sae tt im one of the prize winners on the pionner dunno wad larhs wah laos . i where cn go lorhs . haiish , well my parents were invited sia . haiish . can don go anot . den the cher sae cannot , is compulsory . wtf sia . hmm ?? den i ask my friends who drop den yan hong sae shu shu drop . den i cry sia but in the end shu shu onli prank us . wah laos . scare me sia . den i was so happie when miss wang finally sae okays , ur will b in 2V7'08 and usin this classrm still . blehx . still this classrm . den hanif sae the same old view . den i was quite happie larhs cuz no one drop and tt everyone still in the same class (: weeees (: 1V7'07 rawks though i dun realli hav feelings fer this class but still ystd i was afraid tt someone wld drop . well , happie larhs . den went hme luhs . den waiting fer bus tt time , azmira called and sae wad gt good news sia but to me is bad . she sae im goin to b either the furture chairperson or vice-chairperson or dunno wad of choir . wah laos . i die larhs lyk tt . haiish . den the bus lyk so long haven cum lorhs . den finally bus came (: den of cuz mind will b thkin of sth de rite . den finally reach xnps dere le mahs but i need to cross the road mahs so must wait tt double decker 242 to move den suddenly , wah laos , saw someone den hmmm ?? i den cross the road luhs . hmmm ?? den walked hme den went hme lyk siao lyk tt cuz lyk wanna express anger or wadsoever mahs . hmmm , then nth luhs , was text messagin with laopo but haiish , i also dunno wad happen larhs , i lyk dun even know why she thk dao so many things , well i didnt meant tt , if she wanna put it tt way , ive no choice de mahs . i hate her cuz of her attitude to her studies and tt is all . why she need to thk dao so complicated lorhs . ive nth to sae larhs . now is lyk even worst liaos . at first when i ignore her i prefer tt way at least nt lyk nw , nw she also hate me , now becuz of msing then is worsten , somemore u noe msging will make people confuse and things will get worst & lyk tt everything comes to the top . den go cut hair . den come bck hme c yu le bai fen bai , funnie sia , the mr pig . hahas (: den hmmm . bathe then slp . den was quite sad larhs but i onli lydia knows , i told her was happen . firstly becuz of him den this . wah laos . why everytime i hav to b treated lyk this lorhs . well i realli hope i cld learn to take things easy . den wake up to hav dinner which is spagethhi den hmmm ... watch tv and msging den at nite bout 11 sth den on9 luhs . hmmm ?? on thursdae went bball-ing with darlin . i wasnt realli in the mood larhs . hmmmm ? den went her hse to watch yu le bai fen bai . funnie lorhs . well after thkin over and over again . todae i was realli happier . i think clearly about everything and realli i thk tt realli helped me alot .

fer relationship with friends : well , i dunno larhs , well realli is their mouth and i cant stop dem frm talkin bad bout me every single dae rite so all i need to do is to ignore and if it realli happens just listen and forget . well lyk this den i can b happie mahs (: and i realize well some friends just are nt worth waiting for .

love : well i was stupid and everything is my fault so all i need to do nw is to slowly forget him larhs . or else wad lorhs rite . i cant blame anyone fer anything . i can onli blame myself . so well i was stupid wad so hmmm ?? face it and start again new lorhs . is nt the end of my world without him , i can still survive rite . at least nw , i can bear the consequences more easily . well , hope it goes well .

ive ponder over tt above two things tt make me bushuang , angry , hurt , sad . and i realize actually it wasnt as bad as i thk of in thr past . now i realize actually all tt matters is wad i thk , if i don care , i don give a damn den well , everything will b solve & i will b happie rite . thanks azmira , anne & lydia . ur helped me through this thinking becuz of ur wrds , it make me came up to this decision . thanks (:


ALL THAT MATTERS IS HOW I FEEL & SEE AT THAT PROBLEM .


THANKS (:

HAIRCUT-ED LIAOS

damn eeeyer larhs . freakin er xin . eeeeeyer . puke if u may . nt gonna post the pic cuz it sucks , no need to malu myself rite (: tmr comfirm nt porn-ing choir liaos cuz tmr i need to clarify sth with mr tan well hmmm ... bo bain luhs must go tt damn-ing choir practices which is frm 8am to 11am . wtf . argh . i also haven wake up lerhs . argh . those who love me must wake me up (: nw my hair shorter man . argh . aiya cuz my hair too little so decided to cut it thus to keep my hair all over again . tmr step into pioneer or even walk on e street is lyk so malu larhs . i need big big big shades (: those who love me must buy fer me kayys ?? tmr den post wad happen on 26.10.07 bahs . now too late liaos , i no time to post it & also no mood to post anything liaos . haiish .

summary of 26.10.07

[x] almost all relationships getting from back to worst
[x] last air in school
[x] an eye contact
[x] maybe being furture chairperson
[x] haircut


should i sae nice hairstyle ??
i hope he turned ...
and oh god who am i cheating ...
obviously he wont rite ...
he ald sae is nt fer me marhs ...
at least an OPENING or a SMILE ??
is simple , is just a small request ...
do dreams come true ...
i hope it does ...

WAY BACK INTO LOVE / 回到爱 (:
品冠 & 梁静茹

actually still gt more dehs but too dark ... cant see ... onli in handphone den can c dao ... haiish ... lawls . chio mahs ?? cheys . diao . jk onli nahs . =.=||

hmmm ?? nth to post larhs cuz nth happen luhs . lawls . realli mahs . haiish. well hmmm may all those primary school students frm xnps to do well in deir upcoming pp bahs . tmr gt schoolin luhs , sian . tmr mayb cuttin hair too . dunno lehs , now gt a feelin of nt to cut liaos larhs . omg , how ?? dunno , nahs , who cares . (:

PHOTOS FROM THE PRIMARY SIX THINGY (: laugh all u may luhs cuz some realli funnie & i look ugly when i wear specs . hahahs (:

haiish . nowadays realli veri down larhs . hen xin ku lehs . tryin to make myself happie luhs . haiish . todae pron choir again . haiish . now realli hatin choir dae by dae . todae lazy to wake up at 8am larhs . todae no schoolin still wake up so early fer wad lorhs . argh . so porn lorhs . i ystd damn tired larhs . sometimes realli thks why am i posting lorhs somemore lyk no one care de .. haiish .. todae wake up at bout 10.32am luhs . haiish . nw shld b outside with either darling at jp or with shu shu dey all at west coast bowlin dehs . but i rejected both . cuz this few daes keep on no mood lyk tt lata go there onli spoil the mood dere . lata is either i bu shaung or else lata i gets irritated easily rite . wad fer go lorhs me . i rather stay at hme at least i bad mood also wont effect anyone . haiish . i don wanna b sad anymore . please larhs . i hen xin ku lehs . haiish . why tmr also no schoolin . dunno gonna do wad luhs . below are things tt happen the daes before . aiya , no one care de mahs ... just read my mail den realize tt my aunt send me sth bout the coke & mentos which me & laopo was eventually goin to try . lata ur c the pics bahs .

XIN YI IS MY GAN JIE LIAOS (:
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23.10.07
hmmm . well at start of the dae lyk okays larhs . nth special happen . then miss wang go ask me clip up fringe . wtf . i lie and sae tt i don hav den she ask me go bookshop buy den i don care , me and my fren quickly go D&T luhs but actually i gt clip dehs . (: den D&T also lyk sian man . then talk with fren lorhs . den hmm ?? ben , winston sae i looks lyk pia kai . den mustaqim sae i look emo (: hahahs . den sher sae i dunno . and is all becuz of my attitude & mainly hairstyle . lawls . this hairstyle looks lyk pia kai mehs . argh . den hmm ?? first class came den nth larhs . helped lorhs den lata ran to GIS luhs den also helped luhs . den after tt go bck D&T and help den this time dey veri good larhs , dey talked to me luhs . is lyk no one hav ever talked to me when i help dem . den the malay gals ask wad is my agg grade luhs . den my name and ask if i now someone luhs . tt malay gal quite chio . eyes big and i love her fringe !! (: her fringe veri straight . den ran bck to GIS den wah sei . i blush dao . hahahs . omg lorhs . cuz gt two damn shuaii dehs . den dey keep on looki at me den i also lyk keep on lookin at dem larhs . den i keep
on tell yeye , wa lao , dey damn shuai larhs but yeye sae thank you fer complementin him . heh . lawls . den zuliaka tell me tt i thk tt two guys over dere lyk u sia dey keep no lokin at me . den i lyk ps ps lyk tt . then when present hors , wah kao , i keep on sae wrong words lorhs . arhg . ps dao . argh . den is hands on mahs . den lyk must go ard c mahs . den dey also lyk keep on lookiin at me . omg , heh . den zuliaka bad sia sae hey u give this badges to dem hors . arhg . i lyk shy larhs . den when i give dem dey look at me but i don dare larhs . den i quickly give others larhs . hmm ?? den zuliaka even bad sia , she sae i lyk go help dem den ask if dey like & ask fer number den me den i sae wa lao , dun wan , den she go liaos . arhg . den me and yeye lyk look at zuliaka and afia larhs . hmm ?? den zuliaka sae she ask rite den dey sae who sae . den when zuliaka walked away , the one wear pe dehs keep on point at the wear uni de . hahahs (: funnie sia . den i go give a badge to the cher behind . den after tt show pics lorh . den after tt go collect surveys luhs . den go collect dem de . argh . hahahs . den yeye lyk sae wa lao , u so jiao hua , go walk close to dem , i nv lorhs cuz i need to collect mahs , den who haven hand in then i collect rite . den i keep on complaint to yeye and sae i wan deir number larhs , den yeye sae heh . lawls . den ends liaos , den dey go line up mahs , den i sit down facin dem all alrhs . den when dey walked , dey look at me again . omg . hahhs (: arhg . damn shuai larhs dem . den after tt we go eat at canteen luhs . den eat eat luhs . den we snacth fer milo in the plastic cuz we gt food provided dehs . den we eat larhs . den me & yeye sit to each other larhs . den we eat ald den we lyk share food luhs . i sae i wanna eat curry puff onli den he sae he onli wanna eat the fishball luhs . so we share larhs . den cuz i talkin with afia dey all mahs den he suddenly yeye keep on wanna put the food into my mouth alrhs . den nvm den in the end i take larhs . den wa lao . den dey all lyk sae woo woo . wa sei . argh . wad . hahahs (: yeyey sae heh , yeye wei su nu eat onli mahs . heh . den after i eat finish den i pass to yeye to eat mahs , den dey sae wa sei , dey hope we wad chang chang jiu jiu arhs . den afia sae we make prefect couples . lawls . wad sia . omg . wa sia . den i saw tt two shuai de guys . argh . den zuliaka dey all sabo we to take the left over food lorhs . wad sia . hehe . den we walk slowly to class larhs . den we stop at second floor cuz i wanna c dem mahs den zuliaka sae aiyo why don dare to tell dem den i lyk heh , den laugh luhs den zuliaka sae they know u lookin at dem sia .... den we walk to third floor then me and afia stop at third floor den i look at dem again . den suddenly a cher walk pass luhs . den in the end i sae wa lao , i don wanna take the food into class larhs den in the end i throw it sorrie . den when walk into class den mr pang ask me agan if i wanna join volley ball den i sae i dun wan . den nth luhs . den chat chat luhs . den sher wanna talk to mr pang mahs den mr pang ask me again den i sae i wan mahs but i cant exercise nxt year . den he sae win liaos lorhs . den i lyk angry larhs den i sae u thk wo yao de mehs . den i lyk a few tears drop down larhs den he sae sorrie . den hmm ?? i start doin the class gatherin thing . haiish , wa kao , so so many complaints and objections lorhs . den i ask how many overnight mahs , den asyraf damn horny larhs write on the board saeing in the same bed den gt one person ask at where sen he write under PIE bridge . hahhs (: hmm ?? den me & zuliaka , sher , yeye , hanif dey all discuss in small grps luhs . den suddenly sth bad happen i dunno why larhs but my fren sae aysraf go use marker and write it on ivan's neck larhs . den yeye veri angry this time , he throw aysraf's bk out of the window lorhs den still lyk wanna start fighting den he in the end cry but in the emo way larhs . den suddenly the cher nxt door came in and ask us to write wad happen just nw , den nvm luhs , den we write luhs . den hmm ?? den i lyk wanna console ivan luhs . den in the end nth luhs . den zuliaka write the class gatherin thing on board luhs . den after tt a cher cum in fer our chinese marks . hmm ?? my compo i write bout love mahs den still can get 38/50 . shock sia . so both pp add up i gt 108 / 140 . bad sia . haiish . den hmmm ?? den i lyk surrounded bout guys larhs den we talk bout porn sex and kiss larhs . funnie larhs . den sey sae is lyk u lick the ice cream cone . omg . den we talk bout kiss den dey sae u noe how anot den i sae u demo fer me larhs den they use hand to demo sae wad the tongue touch each other first then twist dao cannot pull out . omg . den asyraf horny larhs sae still gt one serve seven de kiss den i sae ur demo fer me lorhs . den eeeyer , aysraf sae must boy and gal dehs . hahahs (: eeeyer. i sae u find a gal to demo lorhs . den he sae u larhs . omg . den i quickly look infornt . omg . den i lyk listen listen luhs . funnie larhs . so fun lorhs with dem . den after tt i & yanhong mei & sher mei go find mrs koh den i support her to quit mahs . den we lyk funnie larhs cuz we met azmira den funnie lorhs . i lyk veri feng chi azmira , azmira lyk angry de walk away mahs den i still lyk sae bye bye , take cares . den we lyk talk talk den nv meet dao mrs koh cuz she nt in . den we pei sher mei fer the volley ball thingy luhs . den hmmm ?? den after tt went jp to meet mr oon den we four in bus siao larhs . den i met jess luhs and also dunnoa gal frm westwood whom ask who is kahshin de laogong luhs & also met si min (: den finally meet mr onn den we went swensens to eat luhs . cher treat us larhs . den hmm ?? den we chat chat luhs . den wa lao shu shu sae dao ****** den i lyk stare at him . den mr oon lyk curious larhs . he ask who he is . den aslo talk bout yeye and kahshin laopo . den eeeyer the coffee ice cream lyk eeyer , er xin larhs . den after tt we went to walk walk den went popular larhs , den yan hong mei keep on disappear lorhs . den suddenly ahmad siao larhs , call see mun damn loudly larhs . den we walk towards dem then saw he with hanif & aishah . den funnie sia when hanif & ahmad saw mr oon dey hug each other at popular de entrance . hahhs (: funni larhs but soon den they go eat den me & azmira & yanhong mei go MAC larhs den mr onn , sher & shu shu went hme . den at MAC i broke down . i cried at MAC . omg . regretted larhs . nt gonna sae wad happen . is easy larhs . den wen hme at bout 6.15pm luhs den went to fetch bro luhs . den haiish , at hme did nth . chat with darlin sia and wif laopo on phone . haiish luhs . den nth luhs , i slpt ...
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22.10.07
(: argh . omg . feel so high larhs nw . just watched hsm 2 again . damn nice larhs . the starting song makes me feels so happie cuz four more daes to mii holidaes (: hahahs. argh . the last dae of school , i will countdown to 12.25pm den scream and shout lyk hell den walk out of class (: weeees . hahahs . last tym i fire drill cuz high mahs den scream and shout in class . den all my frens lyk scream bck then i shout bck . fun sia . weees (: too bad durin my lovely holidaes need to go bck school sia fer choir luhs . wtf . but cher sae is fun de cuz is pop singing de (: hope so bahs . hahhas . den i will b happie to go bck fer practices . wa sei , dunno who he invite to teach us lorhs , i thk is wad xu huai liang arhs . den we sae hu lia de ?? den sae dao kelly luhs , wah sia , kelly cum teach us need $ 8000 / 50 min man . haiish . ex sia . my school cant affort . haiish . singing fer choir liaos cuz i wan to perform larhs , don care , i wan means i wan . lawls . demandin me . can den sae luhs . (: todae i siao larhs , durin choir lyk half bu shuang den half siao . i sae i siao liaos rite . then mr tan sae yah , i thk so . hahahas (: love mr tan larhs . he good man . but he bad lorhs todae , hurt yeye , though wad he sae is fer the choir larhs but yeye hen sad lehs . me as ivan de sun nu wanna comfort him also cant . he sae don wan , ask me don disturb him lorhs . haiish . cuz yeye changing voice so cher ask him don perform . haiish . cheers kayys , yeye (: sun nu will support u de , nvm u sing to the situ family nahs , we situ family will love u & support u de . cheers kayys , sun nu love u de (: don b sad larhs , yeye , sun nu will xin tong de . todae dunno why i sing dao throat hen pain den i sing larhs den feel unwell lorhs . lyk cant pitch cant pitch lyk tt . i love xin yi . she damn chio lorhs , i love her style (: & jeff is so shuaix . cheys . hahahs . dunno why I SIMPLY HATE SHERALIN . dunno why larhs . todae she porn choir den i was lyk so angry den azmira also lorhs . we lyk scold her in the canteen . hahahs (: den i lyk ps larhs cuz i dunno gt cher behind . den even ps is when i scoldin hors , justin suddenly lyk walk towards me cuz i standin behind the wall mahs den he suddenly walk to the wall and turn , scare me sia . den i lyk ps . hahahs (: okays , ps larhs . hmmm ?? argh . den me & laopo was watchin tt cca report . then i seein tt guzheng board mahs . den i point at eunice dey all den i sae bitch quite loud larhs . den wa lao , dey behind me sia . shit . wtf . i lyk so ps larhs . heh . todae me , hanif & ahmad funnie sia , we video call in classrm lorhs . funnie sia . then me & ahmad & hanif funnie sia . we keep on laugh and laugh but we sit behind larhs so we use hp lyk cher dunno . anw the class watchin shrek two larhs den many slp lorhs den the cher also lyk watch the shrek two lorhs . den the class lyk everyone noes larhs . den suddenly dm walk pass den we lyk hors hors . hahahs (: den i was msgin lydia . den suddenly dm walk pass den i quickly put into my pocket . den the dm walk into our class sia . wtf . lucky he nv saw me usin just nw lorhs . lucky . phew . den hmmm ?? i m talkin bckwards kayys . so then was the D&T and the GIS was lyk borin luhs . i run up and down lorhs . tired sia . haiish . but gt refreshment . hehhehes (: haiish . sian . nth luhs . haiish . ismat smokin sia . why ?? i hate ismat . i hate smokers man lorhs . why ?? haiish . disappointed sia . haiish . suddenly i feel lyk i wan to hav a stead lorhs . i c couples lyk haiish lorhs ....haiish . dunno why , just wan to stead larhs . dunno why but i gt the feelin to stead luhs . nw i wan larhs but i nt a flirt so i wont stead with someone i don love dehs . hahahs (: I'M SINGLE !! cheys . hahahs (: lawls. hahahs (: lawls. single good rite . cheys . i siao le larhs . don care bout me .
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I LOVE YOU (: YOU LOVE ME ??
我爱你 .
你爱我吗??
♥

BLOGSKINS (:
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music is love
can time stop

gonna earn money . haiish .if i tuiton fer my bro , i get $5 everytym larhs . den i need bout hmmm ?? 10 times to reach $ 50 . 20 times to reach $ 100 . good larhs (: anw tutorin okays larhs . hehehes (: in need fer money larhs .

now playing 不能说的秘密OST . please do enjoy . hope ur love it too . haiish . miss learning piano lorhs . last tym when im young i learn fer bout two years den end liaos . haiish . lawls . enjoy (:

haiish . ystd nv online cuz almost whole dae nt at hme (: early in the morning i woke up late then late fer choir fer bout 50 minutes (: muhahas (: anw i go there fer attendance onli sia . wad the .... haiish . den go there to give moral support . siao larhs , i everytym go there also dunno fer wad den somemore still gt so many practices tt i hav to go man . haiish . den good larhs . ystd bout 10.45am den end liaos (: den went hme luhs . den wa lao larhs . parents show me my handphone bills $ 116 lorhs . argh . den i have to pay $64 man . argh . xin tong lehs . $ 64 is enough fer darling's x'mas + owe her de bdae present lorhs . wahhhas (: sad larhs . i send 2000 + sms . now i rarely sms liaos cuz nth liaos mahs ... i ask them go bank take . den after tt chat with laopo on phone cuz lata goin her hse mahs . den bout 1pm den leave hse and take 99 . den thank god larhs , i lucky stop at the rite stop (: or else die . den went her hse to watch secret 不能说的秘密 . damn nice larhs . i loved it (: it was hmmm ... at first happy larhs ... romantic .... sweet ... touching . i admire 小雨 to hav the chance to b lyk tt with a guy . hahas . lawls . den but in the end sth sad happen larhs . the gal was frm 20 years ago lehs . haiish . den when 叶缃伦.... i thk tt was jay name rite .... hmm ... i forget liaos .... noe , he ran to the old building even though the people outside is preparing to knock in down . he hurt himself, went though glasses all becuz of 小雨 and went to the piano to play secret . haiish . so sad larhs . i cried lehs (: touching mahs ... i don lyk happy starting to end with sad ending lehs .... haiish . nice larhs . den after tt hmmm ..... i ..... hmmm ..... 3 times bahs (: hahahs . but laopo nv saw . den bout 4.30 den leave her hse then we go the oppsite hawker centre and eat luhs . i eat 小碗面 , she eat mee poh . den wa lao . the uncle go give me spicy one . wahhha (: spicy dao . haiish . den went mac to buy ice cream den laopo go buy sweet and green tea after tt when we wanna take bus gt a cat den i scream den i quickly ran away . hahahas (: den laopo ystd keep on call me laopo . hahas (: den we took 180 i thk ... i forget le mahs ... den went gek poh , den i buy sweet . den after tt walked to pss luhs . den take attendance liaos den accompany laopo to washrm . wah lao larhs . she hors funnie larhs . anw then go take ticket luhs . mine was Rr 0018 .... i thk ... sit nxt to cyndey de . den kayys luhs nth must happen . our school kia shu larhs . 6.30am den reach there , we are 1hrs 30 min earlier lorhs . the concert starts at 8pm man , wtf . kia shu fer wad . den sian dao . den i was listenin to music cuz sian mahs . den suddenly cyndey sae mr nathan den i shock dao den quickly take down ear piece . realli man . haiish . den kayys luhs , the concert kayys kayys larhs but malay and indian pity them larhs . the concert lyk fer bout one hour is all chinese songs lorhs . poor thing . weees . gt darren . argh . hehehs (: den gt diya . diya fans lyk so high lorhs . they shout happy bdae diya . den diya lyk a little ps then sae erm yah cuz tmr is my bdae . which is todae larhs . HAPPY BDAE DIYA . lawls . anw then hmmm .. mrs goh chok tong performed ... she perform a italy song . damn nice larhs . then gt goodies bag then is all chocolates inside . den me and laopo sae we want more. hahahs . den cyndey quickly pull up my hand lorhs . funnie sia . we laugh dao . then laopo gt 5 man . i gt 2 . cyndey gt 3 . hahahs (: nice larhs . inside gt time out den gt the chocolate sweet and the diary milk de chocolate . hmm ?? anw nvm larhs dey gt extra lorhs . we help them clear onli . den nt onli us , yong qun i thk also take many . den walao . we realize mr nathan came fer onli to c his face on the video . hmmm . wad the ... lawls . den saw xnps the chers & students & one of my PAP cher . hahahs (: den wa lao . the john chen dunno sing how many songs larhs . he so irritating larhs . sing bout ten songs i thk ... wad the .... den went bck to school luhs , went gek poh with laopo to eat . den went hme . den walao . laopo scare me larhs . we want to take photo of shadows mahs but in the end nv cuz too dark den nvm she sae if gt a person no shadow how . wa lao . suddenly i feel damn cold . hmmm .... scare me larhs . den lucky larhs . den gt a blss de guy ... dunno who dehs ... he walk infront of me mahs . the he walk almost the same route to hme as me . den lucky larhs . or else i will be damn scare , lata gt cat or lata gt people no shadow de .... eeeyer . i scare larhs . thank him luhs . hahahs . den went hme bathe ... den slpt at i thk 12 sth luhs den me woke up todae at 11.10am cuz heard jay's new song .... 牛仔很忙... the song veri happie lorhs when listen hear liaos v. relax . haiiish . tmr must give moral support lorhs . anw tmr veri busy cuz gt the p6 thing .... haiish . hope i get to use com tmr bahs ... gt 59 new images but dunno wanna post tt mush anot ..

A WEEK TO ME & LAOPO ANNIVERSARY (:
6 MORE DAYS TO HOLIDAES (:
weees (:
all because of u , i will .... hahahs (: will u ??

i realli hope i could take a photo of me crying . cuz it will be damn valueable . tmr gonna go choir and cry larhs . dunno maybe . gonna hit all those drums and mayb hit dao cry . thanks yeye though he is irrataing at times but thank him so much fer the care . i just hope now is the last cry . no more cries please . i realli don wan anymore .


SEVEN DAYS TO HOLIDAES (:
- HAIRCUTTING . immediately after school (:
- HAIR COLORING . wants but don wanna dye bck lerhs .
- SHOPPING & OUTINGS . im shoppin princess (: lawls .
- CLASS GATHERING . especially 6A ' 06
- MISS SUZANA'S WEDDING . wearin my black pokka dot tube dress (:
- MALAYSIA . dunno lerhs ... hahahs (:
- MONEY IN MUST BE MORE THAN OUT (: haha . will i ??

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crying in process ....

she's lost ...
she felt ....
she cried ....

but where is he ??
he is gone ....
i hope he can still love me ....
and i know it will nt happen ....

I LOVE HAYDEN
i hope this is the last time i have to sae this

你可以在爱我吗？and i know it will not happen .

i wanted to post sth tt i type out in my phone but dunno if i should ....

i just cant survive without u ....

thank you fer hurting me once again and again ...

I LOVE YOU

ADD ME IN MY SECOND FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT KAYYS ?? GIVE ME TESTI TOO BAHS . THANKS (: still trying ...

todae life hmmm ... was quite okays larhs . my lovely laopo nana cut her hair (: hmmm .... damn emo larhs , i loved (: den hmmm . laopo todae late . haiish . den todae class chairpersonmust go take books mahs den tahnk ivan cum and help me larhs . or else i will stay there wondering so heavy how to take liaos . den todae wad sia . i was lookin fer the om fer tmr the concert den i nv walk pass jana larhs , i walk another path which is also quite close to him but nt infront of him den jana call me and ask me to walk infront of him den wtf larhs . den i walk pass him , diao him and nv greet him . pro hors . hahahs (: loved to do tt . then om was nice larhs , he talked to me in chinese de just lyk mr lim . specially loved those chers whom can also use chi when chattin de (: den gt history marks bck . den after take liaos den i start to bu shuang liaos cuz thkin of .... mahs den bu shaung luhs .... looks lyk sad larhs .... den i van taught i fail history so i look bu shaung . nahs , nv (: den science kayuys larhs , still bu shuanging den when i take pp frm cher a little lyk daio her but i nv meant to do it cuz bu shaung mahs . sorrie . people around me realli hav to bear with my frequent mood swings lorhs . sorrie larhs but this year realli too many things happen liaos . laopo taught i diao at her also . but nv ... den kayys luhs ... den ms wang came in fer the math pp durin science den i also lyk veri veri bu shuang de go take den ask her to help me add marks fer the graph de . den kayys luhs . den recess kayys larhs , happier liaos . den art tt time change bck to orignal seat liaos . loved larhs . finally can sit nxt to ahmad . cuz he is nice (: like him (: den art fail larhs . argh . sad larhs . actually on the 15 oct i was preparin to burn midnight and finish it dehs but all becuz of tt msg larhs . argh . break can after exam rite . argh . haiish . how how how ?? mr tan sae i must pray ferfive more marks to b added inorder to pass . hmmm ... pass or fail ... om nt gonna pray anything just hope can pass larhs .... cannot becuz of .... den fail art rite . den eng kayys larhs ... gt bck eng pp two and lit liaos . heaved a sigh of relief , lucky , i nv fail larhs . den nana laopo scored the highest fer both . i damn happy fer her larhs (: i so happie lorhs lyk i get those results lyk tt . loved nana lots . both of us also kenna sae by hairstyle den todae both of us put on nail polish . i put shiny de then she put on purple de (: so jiao larhs . den go the gis thingy and D &T thingy luhs . haiish . nxt wk wed & thurs no schooling , yeahs (: nxt wk mon , tues & fri gt p6 students frm jwps & boonlay garden ps de cummin . den i involve larhs . three teacher want me to help but i onli help two luhs . which is D&T and gis . but time was veri chiong larhs , i hav to run frm here to there ..... haiish . nvm . den sit with ivan luhs during gis , funnie sia we . we kept on laugh and laugh lorhs . den we also walked together to bus stop (: den wah kao larhs . when we at trafiic light dere , my side there gt two 242 and 99 lehs . three bus but i missed it . den ivan is 99 bus onli . hahas (: but soon my bus come liaos , it was 242 . den wah lao gt a crazy guy he walked pass me then lyk talkin to himself but lookin at me den he lose balance and knock until me lorhs . wtf . but he sae sorrie bck in a silly way larhs . freakin larhs . i scare lehs . den went home and slpt . hahahs (: pig pig . actually lyk happie wanna share my results with parent rite but in the end i was being so call scolded bck larhs . i veri angry so i walk bck to my rm . put on earpiece and listen to music to max. so tt i cant hear wad my mum sae .... angry larhs . but lyk bad hors ?? wanna tell her good things but in the end becum bad things liaos . wtf . me and laopo wants to die . she dares but i don . haiish . i die fer love lehs , nt worth it larhs , she also thk so . but i don wan her to die . i will miss her dehs . cant imagine me withour her . she just lyk my temporary boyfriend larhs (: cant survive without her ...
everytime i looked at tt four scars , i realli regretted larhs . is ugly lorhs somemore is fer sth so nt worth it . haiish . i promise and swear tt i wont stead in secondary school life but laopo sae onli fer him onli . dunno . aiya no stead also good mahs (: hahahs . i wan someone tt love me to pampered me so tt i can get wadever i want , go wherever i wanna go (: yeah ... in my dreams .... haiish . i wan i wan many many thingd larhs . haiish ..... tmr goin out with laopo at night comfim but afternoon dunno lehs . if gt den goin her hse to watch secret and goin jp ... cuz tmr must meet at pss at 6pm . haiish ... must wear pss uni sia . ... haiish . .... i wan casual wear .... i don wanna look lyk a nurse . (:

i <3 laopo . thanks fer everything . she care fer me and make me survive in this world . without her i should have gone . thanks her fer everything . (:

exam results :
english paper two : 47.5 / 80 ... nana laopo score 72.5 / 80 , so good rite , tt is why i so happie fer her (:
literature : 62 / 100 ..... nana laopo score 88/100 , so good , happie fer her too (:
history : 35 / 60
science : 75/ 100 .... hmm ?? around first five position bahs .... highest 82.5 (:
mathematics : 86 / 100 .... second highest in class . highest is 87 onli .... haiish .

now i also don dare to post things bout .... le lorhs . haiish . why he cum my blog one .... don cum better rite . haiish .


SHE IS FALLING BUT SHE PROMISE TO STAY STRONG .
strong is wad u brought and cause me to .... i will b strong ....

任意門 . 楊丞琳

CUTE LARHS (: see liaos comfirmed laugh one . rainie v . cute lorhs . she nv act it out . she is simply cute larhs . so love her or hate her ur choice but seriously she nv act cute lorhs . and now this new hairstyle nice mahs why ur thk is ugly lehs . aiya , yuppps , everybody diff opinion de so nt point saein this . hahahs (: diao . well enjoy it bahs (:

三个心愿 . 飞儿乐团 F.I.R

haiish . tmr gettin bck results liaos . haiish . haven cut hair sia . i wanna cut hair larhs . haiish . haiish . hope darlin lata free bahs . sat goin ntu wif laopo i thk . haiish . love some of my photos below larhs . those tt i act punch myself one and the act veri shock one . funnie sei . anw those were taken at bout 3am bahs cuz chiongin tuition hmewrk but den sian mahs so take some funnie photos luhs . haiish . don wanna go school larhs . haiish . well , sorrie guys , i cant just start a new realtionship rite after a break . i feel bad fer saein no but sorrie i just cant cheat ur and myself . if i accept either one of ur but in my heart i doesnt love either one of ur at all den wad fer i go stead with either one of ur rite . i am veri sorry fer tt .

SHE GIVES UP .

not need to add me in my new account anw . she gives up . it is so difficult to start a new . is difficult to learn japan if u r nt a japan . is just simply difficult to start a new . she realize tt is difficult to start anything again . she gives up . she wont want to start things a new but slowly she will let go of it and slowly find happiness . she gives up . she realli gives up . she cant even express her feelings at all . her heart just feels heavy but she wont cry or express out her feeling , she don wan anyone to noe her other side . dae by dae her heart gets even heavy . heavy until the pain simply wants to spill out . she is nt worth anyone to care about , she is worth nth at all . soon ... she believe ... tt no more tears , no more pain . she is gonna b strong and she is gonna b happie . she promise ... but nw just let her go through this point of time on my own , let her be lyk tt and let her go through this period slowly with all the memories passin bck slowly slowly one dae she will be happy . now she realli onli hope fer a simple happiness . rmb wad she sae . she wont cry again , wont feel sad agin , no tears will flow down her cheeks , she onli want happiness .

~ she onli wants to seek fer happiness ... a simple happiness ~


爱情是有失恋的时侯但肯定又得到快乐的时候 .
两个人不一定就成全一个世界 ...
简单的快乐才是我追求的幸福 ...
我一定能够快乐 (:

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