love

2007-10-30T16:37:00.000+08:00

mr tan (((: hehehehs . he sing dao damn nice larhs (:

mr tan (((: he is damn enjoying his singing & playing larhs ((: hahahs . he rawks :) loves him larhs .

my newest hairstyle . hmmm ?? with my fringe clip larhs . hmmm ?? funnie sia . so ugly !!

2007-10-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

choir was damn fun larhs todae . hmmm ... did lyk alot of pop singings luhs . at first lyk hmmm ... the whole choir slackin and i was sendin music ard & hmmm exchangin hp to look luhs . den hmmm ... sing fer bout half and wah laos , azmira sure cn make us laugh , i keep on laugh dao i cant even sing finish e whole song . sing bout an hour den break lorhs den . we lyk dicuss bout the notice board & we r doin sth bout it larhs , on this sat after practice , we want to use hot pink & black ((((: hmmm ?? nxt wk practice is 9am to 12pm , wah laos , still early larhs . hmmm ... nvm .. after break we just lyk slack slack , joke joke den mr tan also lyk wild & joke larhs . he just let us sing den we sing many many songs larhs , den i lyk feel wah sei , choir rawks sia , choir gt power !! we rawks lorhs . when we sing lyk wo ke yi , kiss goodbye , forever love .... we lyk so together , choir gt power larhs . hehehehs (: alright , im happie but ivan did sth tt realli make me damn angry . ass hole . he took ____ de number , okays , nvm , cause i trust tt he wont do anything mahs , den durin practice he send _____ messages and i was suspectin tt he is messaging ________ den i realle yah cause their expression was blah blah larhs ... den i was so fed up ... i shout , wad ur doin ?? stop it larhs ... den they sae nth larhs . hmmm ... i noe it is nt den when choir ends i lyk keep on ask dem wad den they don tell den i noe is bad le larhs , den i lyk wanna cry liaos den mr tan sae hey don make her le larhs , den mr tan lyk hmmm ... noe wad happen cuz he physcology dehs mahs ... argh .. den i shout larhs cuz ______ send me wa lao don b lame larhs .... wa lao ... wtf ... and hmmm ... blah blah larhs ... den mr tan lyk sae u onli sec one lerhs .... hmmm ... i get wad he meant .... argh ... den when i wanna ask ivan dey all wad realli happen , he was nt there and he ignore my calls . wa lao . wad ivan did larhs ?? i don even noe kayys. wtf sia . nw i dont even noe wad happen so is it bad or wad ?? kao bei . now wad ?? i don even noe wad happen and please lorhs ... nw ____ thought im lame sia .... wtf lorhs ... i don even noe anythng den nw im lame ... argh ... wtf ...

2007-10-30T15:53:00.000+08:00

alright , everytime when u c damn long posts in my blogs it means tt i type it out at nite in notepad den i copy and paste it to blogger . hmmm ... i normally does it in the middle of the nite when im alone & still awake and is when i will start to think about alot of things and also is when i can realli b myself , i no need to hide frm anyone den rite , i just b wad im , wad i feel , just simply myself . well , love the midnight larhs cuz i can cry and cry , think and think , without anyone knowing , even if i realli goin to slash , no one will noe or c it . hmmm. im tired , realli tired , tired fer pretending , tired fer excepting a new dae , i simply wants to escape frm all of these and let me stop at a time , well i would like to stop at somewhere where im a months old to one yrs old cuz during den i dunno anything , nothing at all and i wont grow up and face so many difficult things rite . haiish . ilovemychildhood (((((: lawls . who doesnt love deir childhood ?? hmmmm. yeah . things tt is in the past , is the past , now is now . hmmmm . well , tanya's new album good bye & hello , a well done one , the songs were fabulous (((: hear dem bahs . haiish . hmmm . must must must forget . must must must b strong . must must must b happie . must must must wake up . but when must i fuflfill each ?? infront of friends , happie & strong ?? infront of laopo & darling , my real self ?? happie ?? infront of parents , happie & strong ?? when must i be which . i dunno larhs . den in my blog who am i ?? happie , my real self or wad ?? i realli dunno how to present myself in all kinds of masks larhs . is difficult and when u r alone , u r so down cuz u hav to bear bck all ur sadness again after all those masks . ... sometimes i realli regret fer postin wad i realli feel and i realli feel sorry fer bu-shuanging . but hmmm sooooo ?? lawls . blehx . who even bothers to read it lorhs , so long , so lengthly , hahhas (((: broken english . bad example larhs . den when i bu-shuanging , people just ignores me and eventually .... hmmm ... come up with more things ... to add up my sadness ... why ?? saes tt i onli wan attention , if i cant attracts people's attention den i will feel unwanted & gets pissed off .... yahhhhhs ... if u were me .... wont u feel so too ... and is lyk after so many sadness ... i can pretend and be strong but i still do need someone to care fer me rite and when ur ignore me of course im angry cuz i need someone to care bout me rite . when u r sad , dont ur want someone to b by ur side , to hear u out , to support u .... huhhhhhs ?? u get it anot .... is nt tt i wan to is tt i need to .... u wont understand dehs larhs ... wad i think is so different frm wad ur thk ... i thk is alright ur thk is over ... why i wld talk to boys more and i the sense to ur is flirt cuz at least dey care bout me .... at least dere is someone which i can talk to rite .... haiish . wtf . ur just don get it ....

and flirts ... ur sucks to e core ... ur are cheaters & liars & fuckin .... ur can hav 10 or even more stead at a tym and alright ... ur think ur gt wad it takes to flirt rite .... please larhs ... if u r rich or shuai or wad , ur may hav wad it takes but still ur shldnt b wad ... no one in the world has wad it takes to flirt ... ur don respect urslef .... and don respect tt gal .... a guy saes he's flirting cuz to satisfy his hands & mouth . chee bai . is damn guo fen larhs . cant ur respect gals ?? just fer holdings hands and kissing , ur hurt tt gal ... do u noe how tt gal will suffers ... do ur noe .... if u wanna kiss & hold ur hands , go hold ur mum de and if u wanna kiss , kiss ur ass den . some more ur still plan it well out , tt gals cannot stay near each other so tt u will nt b keena caught and hav more gals to plae with ...... and tt guy saes to him , gals are simply clothes . wtf . flirts are realli ... argh ..... guo fen ... coward ... losers .... ur just sucks . but sadly love is blind . people do falls fer flirts . well .... gals b clever larhs , don b cheated ... i know is difficult but sooooo ?? u rather wanna b hurt directly or indirectly or lesser or more ?? ur think ... aiya .... i just dunno wad to sae le larhs ... tt guy was peter's fren ... hmmm ?? named joel .... a flirt .... kao bei .... he sucks larhs ... attitude problem ... i even hated when he flirt is to satisfy his hand and mouth . wtf . im sure gals will b lyk wtf or wad so ever if u c this post rite . haiish . flirts flirts flirts , stop flirting !! wtf . chee bai . ass hole . go fuck ur mum & kiss & sex ur mum lorhs , easier , can c almost everydae ?? nt saein as in ur shld realli go fuck ur mum but as in just stop it kayys ?? ur r hurting people ard u . it's bad and is sucking . just stop larhs ... and stop cheatin and lyin ..... just stop flirting !! wtf . chee bai . ass hole . kao bei . cowards , flirts , losers !!! chee bai ....

2007-10-29T15:07:00.000+08:00

( goodnight everyone - am i a robot ? )

i try so hard to be the one,
can handle all those,
complicated lies,
so if you leave me now,
cannot you see ? ,
am i failed or,
...
am i robot?,
not a human,
or am i robot,
acting like human,
am i robot?,
not a human ..
or am i robot?,
act like human ... i need your love ...

nice . i would like to be a robot cause a robot doesnt need love .

i hate you ... u r a big big lair & a cheater . u lied . u cheated . i hate u but i still love u .... i hate u .... two weeks has passed .... and do you feel anything ... nothing i guess ... cause it has all come to the end .... two weeks ago ..... 15.10.07 . 9.48pm u hurt me once again . 9 more days to 07.11.07 our ~~second month~~ but no longer anymore ... can i go bck to 15.10.07 . 9.47pm when i didnt know tt we r breakin ... let me be back at that time and make sure tt the msg was nv sent ... i need u but u left ....

2007-10-29T13:53:00.000+08:00

temporary blogskin onli larhs . this one lyk too simple hors . lyk a sudden change frm darkness to brightness lyk tt . hahas (: hmmm ... shakalaka baby damn nice larhs (: halloween is cumming ,. weees (: i wan to dress up lyk a witch or skeleton (: hahahs . den makeup with lips black and eyes with black & sliver . hahahs (: lawls . but too bad none realli celebrates it in spore larhs

2007-10-29T13:27:00.000+08:00

yummy (: that chocolate is damn nice larhs . yummie , yum , yum (: todae go bck school fer math remedial on data handling luhs . sian larhs . shariza [ dunno hw to spell his name ] sat nxt to me todae . he quite nice larhs (: den hmmm .. nth realli did happen . tt slacko get wad she deserves . hahas (: tmr choir at 12.50pm . dunno if i wanna go anot lorhs cuz tmr mayb goin out . sian sian . well , some veri cold jokes were used durin the remedial . lyk ice and off . well I C E OFF : ice off , den OFF ICE : office nt off ice . hmmm ?? cold rite . hmmm ?? den how u spell arh den i blur mahs i sae huh . hahas (: den wa lao , papa dey all horny larhs , sae wad if i exchange body with ivan den ivan can admire a gal's body , so good sia . hmmm . diao . den i take 242 mahs den i was standing den funnie larhs , when the bus cross , ismat & ahmad & hanif & asyraf were crossin e road den they lyk point at me den keep on laugh . den i also laugh cuz funnie mahs =.=||hmmm ... den went hme . nth big happen luhs . haiish . sian . my fuckin hairstyle . and tt fuckin bitch who heck my account . argh , wtf .

2007-10-28T16:09:00.000+08:00

haiish . wa lao , who is tt fucking bitch who hack larhs . wtf . kao bei . haiish . hmm ... i dunno larhs . haiish . don heck larhs . i need tt account larhs .

HAPPY FOURTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH LIM KAHSHIN .
LAOPO , I , CHEANG SEE MUN , LOVE U FOREVER & PROMISE TO BE UR SIDE NO MATTER WHEN . THANK YOU FER UR CARE & ALWAYS BE BY MY SIDE WHEN I NEEDED U . THANKS . I LOVE YOU .

ystd msg laopo at 12.39am to sae tt todae was our fourth month anniversary (: hahahs . but this time nv go celebrate larhs cuz i lazy to go out . sorrie larhs , laopo . haiish .

hmmm ?? i ystd nite spent an hour thinking bout sth andi realli dunno if i realli cld take things easy nw . but ystd i realli did feel light & free frm anything , simply nth , well hmmm hope all the upcoming daes cld b spent lyk tt luhs . hahahs (: i " would " . hmmm ... haiish ... haiish ... hope someone realli understands me larhs so tt i can share everything with dem luhs . hahas (: who would b tt person luhs . ive no idea (: hahas . hmmm ... holidaes ald started luhs . hmmm ?? veri sian sia at hme , gt lots of hmewrk larhs but i lazy to do nw den still gt choir practices .... pioneer celebrations .... operation ... haiish ... cumming soon luhs ... to me ... operation is lyk a pause in my life .... it separates me frm almost everything ... lyk outings & dance & hmmm ... anything tt involves moving lyk running ..... of course nt walking larhs (: hahas . hmmm ?? wtf sia . lyk tt i cant go out luhs .... yah ... i know im useless .... is my fault larhs ... i cause myself to wear specs ....enter pioneer ... being un-nice and everything ... it is all my fault .... i feel sorrie fer myself ...i felt guilty fer bringing me to here ... nw at such position ....and my attitude ... haiish ... sucks larhs ... especially during my often mood swings ... haiish ... well ... dad sae tt u cant go out fer a month sia ... argh ... i will turn mad larhs ... i wan go class gathering dehs & date with darlin larhs .... haiish ... dunno larhs , feel so complicated & messy larhs ... dey promise me tt i can go on 24.11.07 dehs nw totally change ... wad sia ... i hate ur larhs ... rmb me cryin outside just becuz of tt 24.11.07 arhs ... and ur promise tt i can go one ... please stop makin me feel tt this operation is fuckin larhs ... becuz of this operation ... i feel tt e operation change so many things ... if nt becuz of this operation ... i wld join dance nw ... and dun hav to wait till i go jc / poly den join rite ... becuz of this ... i stop my dream ... my love and then i cannot go out ... cannot so many things ... i realli hate this operation larhs ... all my fren will lyk treat me differently ... my relatives ... lata go bck to msia ... i also dunno hw to face dem ... lata dey don let me do anything at all ... wad sia ... i hate this operation larhs ... and of course i hate myself fer makin my bckbone curve larhs .... yah ... my fault my fault ... take the bills frm my bank lorhs ... lyk tt i also dun wanna go pioneer celebration and take prize & perform liaos . i noe ur wan to c me go up take prize rite but i purposely don wan larhs .. can anot ... i rather don take den cannot go on the 24.11.07 rite ... if i cannot go out on 24.11.07 den forget bout me on 19.11.07 to appear at republic poly . wad fer rite den just let me stay at hme and let me stay dere fer a mth larhs ... no prize no anything ... happie ?? wad sia ... ur sae need to c my body if can take it anot ... wad sia ... since the doctor let me out of the hospital means im okay liaos larhs , why is it tt i still hav to stay at hme fer a mth lorhs . wtf sia . argh . sorrie , seemun , sorrie fer sucking in everything ... u sucks ... yeah (: seemun sucks ... weees (: wtf .

haiish . hmmm ... i dunno larhs .. well looks lyk i realli can see things easy huh ... i realize if i nv c them or msg den i happier sia cuz i no need thk of dem .... hmmm ?? i dunno nahs . haiish . feel lyk buying the kelly shirt cuz it is nice (: hahhas (: SHAKALAKA BABY !!

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ten facts bout me :
- im cheang see mun
- aka jasmine , angela , miss skeleton , green tea and many more larhs
- female
- twelve plus nw
- single
- exisited in this world on13.12.94
- currently studing in a almost all white school
- but used to study in a white & green school
- have often mood swings
- married to nana & kahshin

she hearts :
- singers . guys : 小猪 , 小鬼 , 林俊杰 , gary cao , jay chuo [ a little onli ] , jeese , shawn , darren ...
- singers . gals : jolin , rainie , elva , rihanna , christina , avril , nelly , kelly , keely , agnes , hilary duff .....
- singers . grps : S.H.E & F.I.R
- songs : shakalaka baby , 任意门 , 爱无赦 , 三个心愿 , secret , shut up & drive , girlfriend , sweet escape , maneater , honey honey , all good things come to the end , beautiful girls , 精舞门 , 西界 .... 好听 den kayys luhs (:
- munch : vegetables (: cheese / chocolate cake , choclate , muffins , junk food ...
- colors : hot pink , black , white , light pink , sliver , gold , shiny colors , sky blue , purple ...
- her height
- her friends
- dance
- singing

she loathes :
- her hairstyle [ too short larhs ]
- her looks [ face too big ]
- her $$$ [ she needs more $$$$$ $$$ ]
- smokers [ eeeyer , stay away frm me ]
- flirts [ hurt others without knowing . haiish . bad larhs ]
- liars [ if is 善意 den it is okay with me ]
- meat exception of fried de [ cuz eating animal meat & also is disgusting ]
- animals [ cats & dogs & even insects ]
- xiao tian tian [ siao tian tian ]
- you

CRAVES i need dem (:
- skeleton shoulder bag
- white / hot pink / light pink bubble shoulder off
- checked shorts [ black & white / black & red / black & hot pink / black & light pink ]
- new specs
- class gatherin [ oneserveseven'07 & sixcompassion'06 ]
- cheerleadin / dance as second cca in 2009
- be a blog skin-ner (:
- 170 to 175 cm
- big big necklace
- sliver / white / black shiny pumps
- reborn / dye hair
- another ear piercing
- movie movies
- date dates outing outings
- white / black bubble shorts
- new myuk wallet & pencil case [ black version of my current pencil case ]
- part time modeling / tutoring / working in clothes shops
- $$$
- freedom
- big big big white framed shades
(:

2007-10-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

CHEE BAI. WHO IS TT FUCKIN BITCH WHO HECK MY ACCOUNT DEHS ?? CHEE BAI . ASS HOLE . FUCK LARHS . TT FUCKIN BITCH !! ARGH . WILL KILL HER IF I CAN . WILL EVEN WANNA SMACK HER . IF I LOST MY ACCOUNT , MY BLOG WILL ENDS , MY FRIENDSTER WILL ENDS & ALL OTHER ACCOUNTS WHICH I USE jasmine2_cheang@hotmail.com AS MY USER NAME OR EMAIL . WTF SIA . I WILL LOSE MANY MANY THINGS WHICH I SIMPLY CANT LOSE THEM DEHS . I NEED MY FRIENDSTER & OF COURSE MY BLOGGIE . WHY MUST YOU MAKE ME FEEL SAD EVERYDAE . I WHERE GT OFFEND YOU ?? CURRENTLY , I AM THINKING IS HER CUZ I TOLD HER MY PASSWORD TO MY ACCOUNT SO SHE SHLD BE THE ONE WHOM HECK LERHS . ARGH . OMG . WTF SIA . I WHERE GT OFFEND U HARHS , DA XIAO JIE . DON HECK LARHS , BITCH . DON MAKE ME SCOLD U .

i admire darling de class larhs . when i c deir class blog & go to other links rite . in deir blog dey talk bout missing and all those posts lyk last wrds to whoever lyk tt . deir class are veri veri close . dey cried & hav fun & were lyk a big family (: but one serve seven was nt . haiish . we lyk don even care bout e class gatherin lerhs . lyk no one care at all . hopeless . is just lyk six compassion'06 dehs , when talk bout class gathering , nth happen lerhs . i wan class gatherin but it doesnt seems to come true . haiish , hope we do hav class gatherin to both my beloved classes . i love every single one in the both classes though we may quarrel or wadsoever , i do love ur . ur bring me well happie memories , i thk .

I LOVE ONE SERVE SEVEN (:
AND WE ARE EMERGING TO TWO SERVE SEVEN NXT YEAR (: FOREVER TOGETHER !! SERVE SEVEN ALL THE WAY WITH YOU GUYS I HOPE (:

LOVES

NANA LAOPO [x] your whole personality [x]
KAHSHIN LAOPO [x] always there for me everytime [x]
THE WHOLE SITU FAMILY [x] bringing happiness to me [x]
SHIYING [x] understanding & kind [x]
AHMAD [x] understanding , funnie , sitting nxt to me & good listener [x]
THE FOUR MUSKETEERS [x] the clowns in class & " horny " [x]

THANK YOU (:

2007-10-27T17:42:00.000+08:00

sepia . edited (:

black & white . edited (: lovely larhs . i love my eyes onli . lawls (:

darling shooting (:

darling's the table so messy sia . worst then mine (: hehehes (: blehx .

2007-10-27T16:36:00.000+08:00

trying to sign in to my hotmail account but they keep on sae is wrong password sia . i also dunno why . im sure tt was the rite password lerhs . haiish . everydae sign in rite . where will wrong merhs . dunno why lerhs . wah laos . wad happen sia . even the question fer the reset password dehs also changed liaos lorhs . argh . wad happen larhs . wtf . argh . who tt fuckin person whom heck my account lerhs . argh . haiish . so once again i porn choir . haiish . sorrie larhs , azmira . todae i wake up at 7am den went bck to slp den wake up agian at 8.30 thkin tt aiya no need go choir liaos den lastin wake up at 11.50am to go out eat breakfast . haiish . sorrie . im useless larhs . haiish .

ystd woke up at 6.45am den went school lorhs . ystd was bz fer me . i first went fer GIS den ran up to D&T den ran to choir den went bck again to D&T and ran down to GIS den ran up to hall . me & papa & ivan was talkin luhs den suddenly nathan saw lerhs , he at stage there use e mike and sae eh , u there , the girl & two boys , can ur stop ur conversation . blehx . so malu larhs . den nvm . then after tt we walked bck to class . den miss wang sae seemun ur fringe & skirt arhs . den i lyk don care don care den she sae don fold ur skirt & blahs blahs . lyk i care . also nt veri short wad . den went bck to class . i suddenly hav goosebumps lorhs . cause i scare someone drop cuz sekar sae 3 droppin . i scare larhs , i will miss any single one of dem dehs . den hmmm ?? at first collect many hmewrk & pp larhs . sian larhs . den hmmm ?? the time come , we get our results & some cca things so altogether hav 5 pp . hmmm . my results was normal larhs .

english : B3 [66]
chinese : A1 [78]
mathematics : A1 [83]
science : A2 [74]
geography : A2 [74]
history : A2 [72]
literature : B3 [67]
design & technology : A1 [83]
home economics : A1 [93]
visual arts : B4 [61]
civics & moral education : A
IPW : A

total : 751/1000
percentage : 75.1%
promotion status : promoted to s2 EXPRESS (:

haiish . nt realli a good report fer this year cuz i know i can do better especially fer science & eng & art . well , so average is tt i almost score all A1 fer all subjects . well , miss wang sae so de . nt my problem mahs . hmmm ?? den i was so happie when ahmad also pass (: he went to EXPRESS . den hanif & asyraf also . so lastly i was lyk angry larhs cuz mr salihin sae tt im one of the prize winners on the pionner dunno wad larhs wah laos . i where cn go lorhs . haiish , well my parents were invited sia . haiish . can don go anot . den the cher sae cannot , is compulsory . wtf sia . hmm ?? den i ask my friends who drop den yan hong sae shu shu drop . den i cry sia but in the end shu shu onli prank us . wah laos . scare me sia . den i was so happie when miss wang finally sae okays , ur will b in 2V7'08 and usin this classrm still . blehx . still this classrm . den hanif sae the same old view . den i was quite happie larhs cuz no one drop and tt everyone still in the same class (: weeees (: 1V7'07 rawks though i dun realli hav feelings fer this class but still ystd i was afraid tt someone wld drop . well , happie larhs . den went hme luhs . den waiting fer bus tt time , azmira called and sae wad gt good news sia but to me is bad . she sae im goin to b either the furture chairperson or vice-chairperson or dunno wad of choir . wah laos . i die larhs lyk tt . haiish . den the bus lyk so long haven cum lorhs . den finally bus came (: den of cuz mind will b thkin of sth de rite . den finally reach xnps dere le mahs but i need to cross the road mahs so must wait tt double decker 242 to move den suddenly , wah laos , saw someone den hmmm ?? i den cross the road luhs . hmmm ?? den walked hme den went hme lyk siao lyk tt cuz lyk wanna express anger or wadsoever mahs . hmmm , then nth luhs , was text messagin with laopo but haiish , i also dunno wad happen larhs , i lyk dun even know why she thk dao so many things , well i didnt meant tt , if she wanna put it tt way , ive no choice de mahs . i hate her cuz of her attitude to her studies and tt is all . why she need to thk dao so complicated lorhs . ive nth to sae larhs . now is lyk even worst liaos . at first when i ignore her i prefer tt way at least nt lyk nw , nw she also hate me , now becuz of msing then is worsten , somemore u noe msging will make people confuse and things will get worst & lyk tt everything comes to the top . den go cut hair . den come bck hme c yu le bai fen bai , funnie sia , the mr pig . hahas (: den hmmm . bathe then slp . den was quite sad larhs but i onli lydia knows , i told her was happen . firstly becuz of him den this . wah laos . why everytime i hav to b treated lyk this lorhs . well i realli hope i cld learn to take things easy . den wake up to hav dinner which is spagethhi den hmmm ... watch tv and msging den at nite bout 11 sth den on9 luhs . hmmm ?? on thursdae went bball-ing with darlin . i wasnt realli in the mood larhs . hmmmm ? den went her hse to watch yu le bai fen bai . funnie lorhs . well after thkin over and over again . todae i was realli happier . i think clearly about everything and realli i thk tt realli helped me alot .

fer relationship with friends : well , i dunno larhs , well realli is their mouth and i cant stop dem frm talkin bad bout me every single dae rite so all i need to do is to ignore and if it realli happens just listen and forget . well lyk this den i can b happie mahs (: and i realize well some friends just are nt worth waiting for .

love : well i was stupid and everything is my fault so all i need to do nw is to slowly forget him larhs . or else wad lorhs rite . i cant blame anyone fer anything . i can onli blame myself . so well i was stupid wad so hmmm ?? face it and start again new lorhs . is nt the end of my world without him , i can still survive rite . at least nw , i can bear the consequences more easily . well , hope it goes well .

ive ponder over tt above two things tt make me bushuang , angry , hurt , sad . and i realize actually it wasnt as bad as i thk of in thr past . now i realize actually all tt matters is wad i thk , if i don care , i don give a damn den well , everything will b solve & i will b happie rite . thanks azmira , anne & lydia . ur helped me through this thinking becuz of ur wrds , it make me came up to this decision . thanks (:

ALL THAT MATTERS IS HOW I FEEL & SEE AT THAT PROBLEM .

THANKS (:

2007-10-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

HAIRCUT-ED LIAOS

damn eeeyer larhs . freakin er xin . eeeeeyer . puke if u may . nt gonna post the pic cuz it sucks , no need to malu myself rite (: tmr comfirm nt porn-ing choir liaos cuz tmr i need to clarify sth with mr tan well hmmm ... bo bain luhs must go tt damn-ing choir practices which is frm 8am to 11am . wtf . argh . i also haven wake up lerhs . argh . those who love me must wake me up (: nw my hair shorter man . argh . aiya cuz my hair too little so decided to cut it thus to keep my hair all over again . tmr step into pioneer or even walk on e street is lyk so malu larhs . i need big big big shades (: those who love me must buy fer me kayys ?? tmr den post wad happen on 26.10.07 bahs . now too late liaos , i no time to post it & also no mood to post anything liaos . haiish .

summary of 26.10.07

[x] almost all relationships getting from back to worst
[x] last air in school
[x] an eye contact
[x] maybe being furture chairperson
[x] haircut

should i sae nice hairstyle ??
i hope he turned ...
and oh god who am i cheating ...
obviously he wont rite ...
he ald sae is nt fer me marhs ...
at least an OPENING or a SMILE ??
is simple , is just a small request ...
do dreams come true ...
i hope it does ...

2007-10-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

WAY BACK INTO LOVE / 回到爱 (:
品冠 & 梁静茹

2007-10-25T12:29:00.000+08:00

actually still gt more dehs but too dark ... cant see ... onli in handphone den can c dao ... haiish ... lawls . chio mahs ?? cheys . diao . jk onli nahs . =.=||

2007-10-25T12:24:00.000+08:00

hmmm ?? nth to post larhs cuz nth happen luhs . lawls . realli mahs . haiish. well hmmm may all those primary school students frm xnps to do well in deir upcoming pp bahs . tmr gt schoolin luhs , sian . tmr mayb cuttin hair too . dunno lehs , now gt a feelin of nt to cut liaos larhs . omg , how ?? dunno , nahs , who cares . (:

2007-10-24T15:17:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS FROM THE PRIMARY SIX THINGY (: laugh all u may luhs cuz some realli funnie & i look ugly when i wear specs . hahahs (:

2007-10-24T14:11:00.000+08:00

2007-10-24T14:06:00.000+08:00

haiish . nowadays realli veri down larhs . hen xin ku lehs . tryin to make myself happie luhs . haiish . todae pron choir again . haiish . now realli hatin choir dae by dae . todae lazy to wake up at 8am larhs . todae no schoolin still wake up so early fer wad lorhs . argh . so porn lorhs . i ystd damn tired larhs . sometimes realli thks why am i posting lorhs somemore lyk no one care de .. haiish .. todae wake up at bout 10.32am luhs . haiish . nw shld b outside with either darling at jp or with shu shu dey all at west coast bowlin dehs . but i rejected both . cuz this few daes keep on no mood lyk tt lata go there onli spoil the mood dere . lata is either i bu shaung or else lata i gets irritated easily rite . wad fer go lorhs me . i rather stay at hme at least i bad mood also wont effect anyone . haiish . i don wanna b sad anymore . please larhs . i hen xin ku lehs . haiish . why tmr also no schoolin . dunno gonna do wad luhs . below are things tt happen the daes before . aiya , no one care de mahs ... just read my mail den realize tt my aunt send me sth bout the coke & mentos which me & laopo was eventually goin to try . lata ur c the pics bahs .

XIN YI IS MY GAN JIE LIAOS (:
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23.10.07
hmmm . well at start of the dae lyk okays larhs . nth special happen . then miss wang go ask me clip up fringe . wtf . i lie and sae tt i don hav den she ask me go bookshop buy den i don care , me and my fren quickly go D&T luhs but actually i gt clip dehs . (: den D&T also lyk sian man . then talk with fren lorhs . den hmm ?? ben , winston sae i looks lyk pia kai . den mustaqim sae i look emo (: hahahs . den sher sae i dunno . and is all becuz of my attitude & mainly hairstyle . lawls . this hairstyle looks lyk pia kai mehs . argh . den hmm ?? first class came den nth larhs . helped lorhs den lata ran to GIS luhs den also helped luhs . den after tt go bck D&T and help den this time dey veri good larhs , dey talked to me luhs . is lyk no one hav ever talked to me when i help dem . den the malay gals ask wad is my agg grade luhs . den my name and ask if i now someone luhs . tt malay gal quite chio . eyes big and i love her fringe !! (: her fringe veri straight . den ran bck to GIS den wah sei . i blush dao . hahahs . omg lorhs . cuz gt two damn shuaii dehs . den dey keep on looki at me den i also lyk keep on lookin at dem larhs . den i keep
on tell yeye , wa lao , dey damn shuai larhs but yeye sae thank you fer complementin him . heh . lawls . den zuliaka tell me tt i thk tt two guys over dere lyk u sia dey keep no lokin at me . den i lyk ps ps lyk tt . then when present hors , wah kao , i keep on sae wrong words lorhs . arhg . ps dao . argh . den is hands on mahs . den lyk must go ard c mahs . den dey also lyk keep on lookiin at me . omg , heh . den zuliaka bad sia sae hey u give this badges to dem hors . arhg . i lyk shy larhs . den when i give dem dey look at me but i don dare larhs . den i quickly give others larhs . hmm ?? den zuliaka even bad sia , she sae i lyk go help dem den ask if dey like & ask fer number den me den i sae wa lao , dun wan , den she go liaos . arhg . den me and yeye lyk look at zuliaka and afia larhs . hmm ?? den zuliaka sae she ask rite den dey sae who sae . den when zuliaka walked away , the one wear pe dehs keep on point at the wear uni de . hahahs (: funnie sia . den i go give a badge to the cher behind . den after tt show pics lorh . den after tt go collect surveys luhs . den go collect dem de . argh . hahahs . den yeye lyk sae wa lao , u so jiao hua , go walk close to dem , i nv lorhs cuz i need to collect mahs , den who haven hand in then i collect rite . den i keep on complaint to yeye and sae i wan deir number larhs , den yeye sae heh . lawls . den ends liaos , den dey go line up mahs , den i sit down facin dem all alrhs . den when dey walked , dey look at me again . omg . hahhs (: arhg . damn shuai larhs dem . den after tt we go eat at canteen luhs . den eat eat luhs . den we snacth fer milo in the plastic cuz we gt food provided dehs . den we eat larhs . den me & yeye sit to each other larhs . den we eat ald den we lyk share food luhs . i sae i wanna eat curry puff onli den he sae he onli wanna eat the fishball luhs . so we share larhs . den cuz i talkin with afia dey all mahs den he suddenly yeye keep on wanna put the food into my mouth alrhs . den nvm den in the end i take larhs . den wa lao . den dey all lyk sae woo woo . wa sei . argh . wad . hahahs (: yeyey sae heh , yeye wei su nu eat onli mahs . heh . den after i eat finish den i pass to yeye to eat mahs , den dey sae wa sei , dey hope we wad chang chang jiu jiu arhs . den afia sae we make prefect couples . lawls . wad sia . omg . wa sia . den i saw tt two shuai de guys . argh . den zuliaka dey all sabo we to take the left over food lorhs . wad sia . hehe . den we walk slowly to class larhs . den we stop at second floor cuz i wanna c dem mahs den zuliaka sae aiyo why don dare to tell dem den i lyk heh , den laugh luhs den zuliaka sae they know u lookin at dem sia .... den we walk to third floor then me and afia stop at third floor den i look at dem again . den suddenly a cher walk pass luhs . den in the end i sae wa lao , i don wanna take the food into class larhs den in the end i throw it sorrie . den when walk into class den mr pang ask me agan if i wanna join volley ball den i sae i dun wan . den nth luhs . den chat chat luhs . den sher wanna talk to mr pang mahs den mr pang ask me again den i sae i wan mahs but i cant exercise nxt year . den he sae win liaos lorhs . den i lyk angry larhs den i sae u thk wo yao de mehs . den i lyk a few tears drop down larhs den he sae sorrie . den hmm ?? i start doin the class gatherin thing . haiish , wa kao , so so many complaints and objections lorhs . den i ask how many overnight mahs , den asyraf damn horny larhs write on the board saeing in the same bed den gt one person ask at where sen he write under PIE bridge . hahhs (: hmm ?? den me & zuliaka , sher , yeye , hanif dey all discuss in small grps luhs . den suddenly sth bad happen i dunno why larhs but my fren sae aysraf go use marker and write it on ivan's neck larhs . den yeye veri angry this time , he throw aysraf's bk out of the window lorhs den still lyk wanna start fighting den he in the end cry but in the emo way larhs . den suddenly the cher nxt door came in and ask us to write wad happen just nw , den nvm luhs , den we write luhs . den hmm ?? den i lyk wanna console ivan luhs . den in the end nth luhs . den zuliaka write the class gatherin thing on board luhs . den after tt a cher cum in fer our chinese marks . hmm ?? my compo i write bout love mahs den still can get 38/50 . shock sia . so both pp add up i gt 108 / 140 . bad sia . haiish . den hmmm ?? den i lyk surrounded bout guys larhs den we talk bout porn sex and kiss larhs . funnie larhs . den sey sae is lyk u lick the ice cream cone . omg . den we talk bout kiss den dey sae u noe how anot den i sae u demo fer me larhs den they use hand to demo sae wad the tongue touch each other first then twist dao cannot pull out . omg . den asyraf horny larhs sae still gt one serve seven de kiss den i sae ur demo fer me lorhs . den eeeyer , aysraf sae must boy and gal dehs . hahahs (: eeeyer. i sae u find a gal to demo lorhs . den he sae u larhs . omg . den i quickly look infornt . omg . den i lyk listen listen luhs . funnie larhs . so fun lorhs with dem . den after tt i & yanhong mei & sher mei go find mrs koh den i support her to quit mahs . den we lyk funnie larhs cuz we met azmira den funnie lorhs . i lyk veri feng chi azmira , azmira lyk angry de walk away mahs den i still lyk sae bye bye , take cares . den we lyk talk talk den nv meet dao mrs koh cuz she nt in . den we pei sher mei fer the volley ball thingy luhs . den hmmm ?? den after tt went jp to meet mr oon den we four in bus siao larhs . den i met jess luhs and also dunnoa gal frm westwood whom ask who is kahshin de laogong luhs & also met si min (: den finally meet mr onn den we went swensens to eat luhs . cher treat us larhs . den hmm ?? den we chat chat luhs . den wa lao shu shu sae dao ****** den i lyk stare at him . den mr oon lyk curious larhs . he ask who he is . den aslo talk bout yeye and kahshin laopo . den eeeyer the coffee ice cream lyk eeyer , er xin larhs . den after tt we went to walk walk den went popular larhs , den yan hong mei keep on disappear lorhs . den suddenly ahmad siao larhs , call see mun damn loudly larhs . den we walk towards dem then saw he with hanif & aishah . den funnie sia when hanif & ahmad saw mr oon dey hug each other at popular de entrance . hahhs (: funni larhs but soon den they go eat den me & azmira & yanhong mei go MAC larhs den mr onn , sher & shu shu went hme . den at MAC i broke down . i cried at MAC . omg . regretted larhs . nt gonna sae wad happen . is easy larhs . den wen hme at bout 6.15pm luhs den went to fetch bro luhs . den haiish , at hme did nth . chat with darlin sia and wif laopo on phone . haiish luhs . den nth luhs , i slpt ...
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22.10.07
(: argh . omg . feel so high larhs nw . just watched hsm 2 again . damn nice larhs . the starting song makes me feels so happie cuz four more daes to mii holidaes (: hahahs. argh . the last dae of school , i will countdown to 12.25pm den scream and shout lyk hell den walk out of class (: weeees . hahahs . last tym i fire drill cuz high mahs den scream and shout in class . den all my frens lyk scream bck then i shout bck . fun sia . weees (: too bad durin my lovely holidaes need to go bck school sia fer choir luhs . wtf . but cher sae is fun de cuz is pop singing de (: hope so bahs . hahhas . den i will b happie to go bck fer practices . wa sei , dunno who he invite to teach us lorhs , i thk is wad xu huai liang arhs . den we sae hu lia de ?? den sae dao kelly luhs , wah sia , kelly cum teach us need $ 8000 / 50 min man . haiish . ex sia . my school cant affort . haiish . singing fer choir liaos cuz i wan to perform larhs , don care , i wan means i wan . lawls . demandin me . can den sae luhs . (: todae i siao larhs , durin choir lyk half bu shuang den half siao . i sae i siao liaos rite . then mr tan sae yah , i thk so . hahahas (: love mr tan larhs . he good man . but he bad lorhs todae , hurt yeye , though wad he sae is fer the choir larhs but yeye hen sad lehs . me as ivan de sun nu wanna comfort him also cant . he sae don wan , ask me don disturb him lorhs . haiish . cuz yeye changing voice so cher ask him don perform . haiish . cheers kayys , yeye (: sun nu will support u de , nvm u sing to the situ family nahs , we situ family will love u & support u de . cheers kayys , sun nu love u de (: don b sad larhs , yeye , sun nu will xin tong de . todae dunno why i sing dao throat hen pain den i sing larhs den feel unwell lorhs . lyk cant pitch cant pitch lyk tt . i love xin yi . she damn chio lorhs , i love her style (: & jeff is so shuaix . cheys . hahahs . dunno why I SIMPLY HATE SHERALIN . dunno why larhs . todae she porn choir den i was lyk so angry den azmira also lorhs . we lyk scold her in the canteen . hahahs (: den i lyk ps larhs cuz i dunno gt cher behind . den even ps is when i scoldin hors , justin suddenly lyk walk towards me cuz i standin behind the wall mahs den he suddenly walk to the wall and turn , scare me sia . den i lyk ps . hahahs (: okays , ps larhs . hmmm ?? argh . den me & laopo was watchin tt cca report . then i seein tt guzheng board mahs . den i point at eunice dey all den i sae bitch quite loud larhs . den wa lao , dey behind me sia . shit . wtf . i lyk so ps larhs . heh . todae me , hanif & ahmad funnie sia , we video call in classrm lorhs . funnie sia . then me & ahmad & hanif funnie sia . we keep on laugh and laugh but we sit behind larhs so we use hp lyk cher dunno . anw the class watchin shrek two larhs den many slp lorhs den the cher also lyk watch the shrek two lorhs . den the class lyk everyone noes larhs . den suddenly dm walk pass den we lyk hors hors . hahahs (: den i was msgin lydia . den suddenly dm walk pass den i quickly put into my pocket . den the dm walk into our class sia . wtf . lucky he nv saw me usin just nw lorhs . lucky . phew . den hmmm ?? i m talkin bckwards kayys . so then was the D&T and the GIS was lyk borin luhs . i run up and down lorhs . tired sia . haiish . but gt refreshment . hehhehes (: haiish . sian . nth luhs . haiish . ismat smokin sia . why ?? i hate ismat . i hate smokers man lorhs . why ?? haiish . disappointed sia . haiish . suddenly i feel lyk i wan to hav a stead lorhs . i c couples lyk haiish lorhs ....haiish . dunno why , just wan to stead larhs . dunno why but i gt the feelin to stead luhs . nw i wan larhs but i nt a flirt so i wont stead with someone i don love dehs . hahahs (: I'M SINGLE !! cheys . hahahs (: lawls. hahahs (: lawls. single good rite . cheys . i siao le larhs . don care bout me .
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I LOVE YOU (: YOU LOVE ME ??
我爱你 .
你爱我吗??
♥

2007-10-21T12:47:00.000+08:00

BLOGSKINS (:
click to view (:

music is love
can time stop

gonna earn money . haiish .if i tuiton fer my bro , i get $5 everytym larhs . den i need bout hmmm ?? 10 times to reach $ 50 . 20 times to reach $ 100 . good larhs (: anw tutorin okays larhs . hehehes (: in need fer money larhs .

now playing 不能说的秘密OST . please do enjoy . hope ur love it too . haiish . miss learning piano lorhs . last tym when im young i learn fer bout two years den end liaos . haiish . lawls . enjoy (:

2007-10-21T12:37:00.000+08:00

haiish . ystd nv online cuz almost whole dae nt at hme (: early in the morning i woke up late then late fer choir fer bout 50 minutes (: muhahas (: anw i go there fer attendance onli sia . wad the .... haiish . den go there to give moral support . siao larhs , i everytym go there also dunno fer wad den somemore still gt so many practices tt i hav to go man . haiish . den good larhs . ystd bout 10.45am den end liaos (: den went hme luhs . den wa lao larhs . parents show me my handphone bills $ 116 lorhs . argh . den i have to pay $64 man . argh . xin tong lehs . $ 64 is enough fer darling's x'mas + owe her de bdae present lorhs . wahhhas (: sad larhs . i send 2000 + sms . now i rarely sms liaos cuz nth liaos mahs ... i ask them go bank take . den after tt chat with laopo on phone cuz lata goin her hse mahs . den bout 1pm den leave hse and take 99 . den thank god larhs , i lucky stop at the rite stop (: or else die . den went her hse to watch secret 不能说的秘密 . damn nice larhs . i loved it (: it was hmmm ... at first happy larhs ... romantic .... sweet ... touching . i admire 小雨 to hav the chance to b lyk tt with a guy . hahas . lawls . den but in the end sth sad happen larhs . the gal was frm 20 years ago lehs . haiish . den when 叶缃伦.... i thk tt was jay name rite .... hmm ... i forget liaos .... noe , he ran to the old building even though the people outside is preparing to knock in down . he hurt himself, went though glasses all becuz of 小雨 and went to the piano to play secret . haiish . so sad larhs . i cried lehs (: touching mahs ... i don lyk happy starting to end with sad ending lehs .... haiish . nice larhs . den after tt hmmm ..... i ..... hmmm ..... 3 times bahs (: hahahs . but laopo nv saw . den bout 4.30 den leave her hse then we go the oppsite hawker centre and eat luhs . i eat 小碗面 , she eat mee poh . den wa lao . the uncle go give me spicy one . wahhha (: spicy dao . haiish . den went mac to buy ice cream den laopo go buy sweet and green tea after tt when we wanna take bus gt a cat den i scream den i quickly ran away . hahahas (: den laopo ystd keep on call me laopo . hahas (: den we took 180 i thk ... i forget le mahs ... den went gek poh , den i buy sweet . den after tt walked to pss luhs . den take attendance liaos den accompany laopo to washrm . wah lao larhs . she hors funnie larhs . anw then go take ticket luhs . mine was Rr 0018 .... i thk ... sit nxt to cyndey de . den kayys luhs nth must happen . our school kia shu larhs . 6.30am den reach there , we are 1hrs 30 min earlier lorhs . the concert starts at 8pm man , wtf . kia shu fer wad . den sian dao . den i was listenin to music cuz sian mahs . den suddenly cyndey sae mr nathan den i shock dao den quickly take down ear piece . realli man . haiish . den kayys luhs , the concert kayys kayys larhs but malay and indian pity them larhs . the concert lyk fer bout one hour is all chinese songs lorhs . poor thing . weees . gt darren . argh . hehehs (: den gt diya . diya fans lyk so high lorhs . they shout happy bdae diya . den diya lyk a little ps then sae erm yah cuz tmr is my bdae . which is todae larhs . HAPPY BDAE DIYA . lawls . anw then hmmm .. mrs goh chok tong performed ... she perform a italy song . damn nice larhs . then gt goodies bag then is all chocolates inside . den me and laopo sae we want more. hahahs . den cyndey quickly pull up my hand lorhs . funnie sia . we laugh dao . then laopo gt 5 man . i gt 2 . cyndey gt 3 . hahahs (: nice larhs . inside gt time out den gt the chocolate sweet and the diary milk de chocolate . hmm ?? anw nvm larhs dey gt extra lorhs . we help them clear onli . den nt onli us , yong qun i thk also take many . den walao . we realize mr nathan came fer onli to c his face on the video . hmmm . wad the ... lawls . den saw xnps the chers & students & one of my PAP cher . hahahs (: den wa lao . the john chen dunno sing how many songs larhs . he so irritating larhs . sing bout ten songs i thk ... wad the .... den went bck to school luhs , went gek poh with laopo to eat . den went hme . den walao . laopo scare me larhs . we want to take photo of shadows mahs but in the end nv cuz too dark den nvm she sae if gt a person no shadow how . wa lao . suddenly i feel damn cold . hmmm .... scare me larhs . den lucky larhs . den gt a blss de guy ... dunno who dehs ... he walk infront of me mahs . the he walk almost the same route to hme as me . den lucky larhs . or else i will be damn scare , lata gt cat or lata gt people no shadow de .... eeeyer . i scare larhs . thank him luhs . hahahs . den went hme bathe ... den slpt at i thk 12 sth luhs den me woke up todae at 11.10am cuz heard jay's new song .... 牛仔很忙... the song veri happie lorhs when listen hear liaos v. relax . haiiish . tmr must give moral support lorhs . anw tmr veri busy cuz gt the p6 thing .... haiish . hope i get to use com tmr bahs ... gt 59 new images but dunno wanna post tt mush anot ..

A WEEK TO ME & LAOPO ANNIVERSARY (:
6 MORE DAYS TO HOLIDAES (:
weees (:
all because of u , i will .... hahahs (: will u ??

2007-10-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

i realli hope i could take a photo of me crying . cuz it will be damn valueable . tmr gonna go choir and cry larhs . dunno maybe . gonna hit all those drums and mayb hit dao cry . thanks yeye though he is irrataing at times but thank him so much fer the care . i just hope now is the last cry . no more cries please . i realli don wan anymore .

SEVEN DAYS TO HOLIDAES (:
- HAIRCUTTING . immediately after school (:
- HAIR COLORING . wants but don wanna dye bck lerhs .
- SHOPPING & OUTINGS . im shoppin princess (: lawls .
- CLASS GATHERING . especially 6A ' 06
- MISS SUZANA'S WEDDING . wearin my black pokka dot tube dress (:
- MALAYSIA . dunno lerhs ... hahahs (:
- MONEY IN MUST BE MORE THAN OUT (: haha . will i ??

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crying in process ....

2007-10-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

she's ~~lost~~ ...
she ~~felt~~ ....
she ~~cried~~ ....

but where is he ??
he is gone ....
i hope he can still love me ....
and i know it will nt happen ....

I LOVE HAYDEN
i hope this is the last time i have to sae this

你可以在爱我吗？and i know it will not happen .

i wanted to post sth tt i type out in my phone but dunno if i should ....

i just cant survive without u ....

thank you fer hurting me once again and again ...

I LOVE YOU

2007-10-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

ADD ME IN MY SECOND FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT KAYYS ?? GIVE ME TESTI TOO BAHS . THANKS (: still trying ...

todae life hmmm ... was quite okays larhs . my lovely laopo nana cut her hair (: hmmm .... damn emo larhs , i loved (: den hmmm . laopo todae late . haiish . den todae class chairpersonmust go take books mahs den tahnk ivan cum and help me larhs . or else i will stay there wondering so heavy how to take liaos . den todae wad sia . i was lookin fer the om fer tmr the concert den i nv walk pass jana larhs , i walk another path which is also quite close to him but nt infront of him den jana call me and ask me to walk infront of him den wtf larhs . den i walk pass him , diao him and nv greet him . pro hors . hahahs (: loved to do tt . then om was nice larhs , he talked to me in chinese de just lyk mr lim . specially loved those chers whom can also use chi when chattin de (: den gt history marks bck . den after take liaos den i start to bu shuang liaos cuz thkin of .... mahs den bu shaung luhs .... looks lyk sad larhs .... den i van taught i fail history so i look bu shaung . nahs , nv (: den science kayuys larhs , still bu shuanging den when i take pp frm cher a little lyk daio her but i nv meant to do it cuz bu shaung mahs . sorrie . people around me realli hav to bear with my frequent mood swings lorhs . sorrie larhs but this year realli too many things happen liaos . laopo taught i diao at her also . but nv ... den kayys luhs ... den ms wang came in fer the math pp durin science den i also lyk veri veri bu shuang de go take den ask her to help me add marks fer the graph de . den kayys luhs . den recess kayys larhs , happier liaos . den art tt time change bck to orignal seat liaos . loved larhs . finally can sit nxt to ahmad . cuz he is nice (: like him (: den art fail larhs . argh . sad larhs . actually on the 15 oct i was preparin to burn midnight and finish it dehs but all becuz of tt msg larhs . argh . break can after exam rite . argh . haiish . how how how ?? mr tan sae i must pray ferfive more marks to b added inorder to pass . hmmm ... pass or fail ... om nt gonna pray anything just hope can pass larhs .... cannot becuz of .... den fail art rite . den eng kayys larhs ... gt bck eng pp two and lit liaos . heaved a sigh of relief , lucky , i nv fail larhs . den nana laopo scored the highest fer both . i damn happy fer her larhs (: i so happie lorhs lyk i get those results lyk tt . loved nana lots . both of us also kenna sae by hairstyle den todae both of us put on nail polish . i put shiny de then she put on purple de (: so jiao larhs . den go the gis thingy and D &T thingy luhs . haiish . nxt wk wed & thurs no schooling , yeahs (: nxt wk mon , tues & fri gt p6 students frm jwps & boonlay garden ps de cummin . den i involve larhs . three teacher want me to help but i onli help two luhs . which is D&T and gis . but time was veri chiong larhs , i hav to run frm here to there ..... haiish . nvm . den sit with ivan luhs during gis , funnie sia we . we kept on laugh and laugh lorhs . den we also walked together to bus stop (: den wah kao larhs . when we at trafiic light dere , my side there gt two 242 and 99 lehs . three bus but i missed it . den ivan is 99 bus onli . hahas (: but soon my bus come liaos , it was 242 . den wah lao gt a crazy guy he walked pass me then lyk talkin to himself but lookin at me den he lose balance and knock until me lorhs . wtf . but he sae sorrie bck in a silly way larhs . freakin larhs . i scare lehs . den went home and slpt . hahahs (: pig pig . actually lyk happie wanna share my results with parent rite but in the end i was being so call scolded bck larhs . i veri angry so i walk bck to my rm . put on earpiece and listen to music to max. so tt i cant hear wad my mum sae .... angry larhs . but lyk bad hors ?? wanna tell her good things but in the end becum bad things liaos . wtf . me and laopo wants to die . she dares but i don . haiish . i die fer love lehs , nt worth it larhs , she also thk so . but i don wan her to die . i will miss her dehs . cant imagine me withour her . she just lyk my temporary boyfriend larhs (: cant survive without her ...
everytime i looked at tt four scars , i realli regretted larhs . is ugly lorhs somemore is fer sth so nt worth it . haiish . i promise and swear tt i wont stead in secondary school life but laopo sae onli fer him onli . dunno . aiya no stead also good mahs (: hahahs . i wan someone tt love me to pampered me so tt i can get wadever i want , go wherever i wanna go (: yeah ... in my dreams .... haiish . i wan i wan many many thingd larhs . haiish ..... tmr goin out with laopo at night comfim but afternoon dunno lehs . if gt den goin her hse to watch secret and goin jp ... cuz tmr must meet at pss at 6pm . haiish ... must wear pss uni sia . ... haiish . .... i wan casual wear .... i don wanna look lyk a nurse . (:

i <3 laopo . thanks fer everything . she care fer me and make me survive in this world . without her i should have gone . thanks her fer everything . (:

exam results :
english paper two : 47.5 / 80 ... nana laopo score 72.5 / 80 , so good rite , tt is why i so happie fer her (:
literature : 62 / 100 ..... nana laopo score 88/100 , so good , happie fer her too (:
history : 35 / 60
science : 75/ 100 .... hmm ?? around first five position bahs .... highest 82.5 (:
mathematics : 86 / 100 .... second highest in class . highest is 87 onli .... haiish .

now i also don dare to post things bout .... le lorhs . haiish . why he cum my blog one .... don cum better rite . haiish .

SHE IS FALLING BUT SHE PROMISE TO STAY STRONG .
strong is wad u brought and cause me to .... i will b strong ....

2007-10-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

任意門 . 楊丞琳

CUTE LARHS (: see liaos comfirmed laugh one . rainie v . cute lorhs . she nv act it out . she is simply cute larhs . so love her or hate her ur choice but seriously she nv act cute lorhs . and now this new hairstyle nice mahs why ur thk is ugly lehs . aiya , yuppps , everybody diff opinion de so nt point saein this . hahahs (: diao . well enjoy it bahs (:

2007-10-18T14:02:00.000+08:00

三个心愿 . 飞儿乐团 F.I.R

2007-10-18T13:23:00.000+08:00

haiish . tmr gettin bck results liaos . haiish . haven cut hair sia . i wanna cut hair larhs . haiish . haiish . hope darlin lata free bahs . sat goin ntu wif laopo i thk . haiish . love some of my photos below larhs . those tt i act punch myself one and the act veri shock one . funnie sei . anw those were taken at bout 3am bahs cuz chiongin tuition hmewrk but den sian mahs so take some funnie photos luhs . haiish . don wanna go school larhs . haiish . well , sorrie guys , i cant just start a new realtionship rite after a break . i feel bad fer saein no but sorrie i just cant cheat ur and myself . if i accept either one of ur but in my heart i doesnt love either one of ur at all den wad fer i go stead with either one of ur rite . i am veri sorry fer tt .

2007-10-18T12:46:00.000+08:00

2007-10-18T12:36:00.000+08:00

SHE GIVES UP .

not need to add me in my new account anw . she gives up . it is so difficult to start a new . is difficult to learn japan if u r nt a japan . is just simply difficult to start a new . she realize tt is difficult to start anything again . she gives up . she wont want to start things a new but slowly she will let go of it and slowly find happiness . she gives up . she realli gives up . she cant even express her feelings at all . her heart just feels heavy but she wont cry or express out her feeling , she don wan anyone to noe her other side . dae by dae her heart gets even heavy . heavy until the pain simply wants to spill out . she is nt worth anyone to care about , she is worth nth at all . soon ... she believe ... tt no more tears , no more pain . she is gonna b strong and she is gonna b happie . she promise ... but nw just let her go through this point of time on my own , let her be lyk tt and let her go through this period slowly with all the memories passin bck slowly slowly one dae she will be happy . now she realli onli hope fer a simple happiness . rmb wad she sae . she wont cry again , wont feel sad agin , no tears will flow down her cheeks , she onli want happiness .

~ she onli wants to seek fer happiness ... a simple happiness ~

爱情是有失恋的时侯但肯定又得到快乐的时候 .
两个人不一定就成全一个世界 ...
简单的快乐才是我追求的幸福 ...
我一定能够快乐 (:

2007-10-17T15:02:00.000+08:00

wa lao . totally regretted to change everything larhs. now add friends in friendster ylk so ma fan lorhs . argh . nvm . will jaiyou de so anyone who just pass by can automatic go add me mahs ?? hahahas . sorry fer being rude . dey nw ask fer dunno wad : the email or last name . wa lao . how i know wors ?? wtf . haiish . c another problem cause by myself . haiish so if ur did pass by please add me (:

SEEMUNAKAJASMINE@HOTMAIL.COM
THANKS (:

2007-10-17T14:35:00.000+08:00

(: sian dao , nth to do sia after exams . wanna make my bloggie private one but dunno lehs lata ma fan mahs . hahahs (: cuz wanna post somethings but cant post dem cuz lata everyone knows den i die liaos rite . lata go c counsellor again rite . actually i thought no one enters my bloggie de lehs but dunno why even puva gets to know tt i wrote her in my bloggie and even some others lyk mustaqim also noe my bloggie but i nv tell dem at all lorhs . now i can imagine tt many secrets or bad things has been exposed liaos larhs . no wonder miss chiang gt my bloggie de url luhs . haiish . yeah tmr goin out with darlin (: weeees . hearts . haiish but too bad op cumming soon liaos and realli both of us gt many things to do before e op . we planned to go bugis and of cuz plae bb fer the last tym before i go op . haiish . sometimes still cryin over e op lorhs . well lyk laopo she feels tt goin through op gd sia cuz no need pe a year . but i don wanna lehs , cant go escape , www , bball , pe , gonna miss out so many fun and also im gonna b fat . laopo and darling keep on sae wont de but i noe will de . haiish . haiish , cant do many things larhs den if gt class gatherin also mayb cant cuz class gatherin normally is go beach de rite den lata confirmed will plae dao ... hahahs (: pity me larhs . i simply cant wait fer class gatherin larhs , one serve seven de is me and laopo organizing den six compassion dehs . hmmm ?? dunno lehs . i die also dun wanna larhs cuz i nt good .... mayb sal or qiuying bahs . simply cant wait luhs . hahhahs (: but darlin always sae u thk will mehs . even will , no one will go de lorhs , fer boys onli lyk joey will go lyk tt .... haiish . i just don wanna our class de relationship to break mahs . haiish . i sian dao go count my body mass index . lawls . nth to do mahs . at home sing . listen to music den surf net den dunno do wad liaos (: hahas =) lame huhs .

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2007 : weight / height x height = 48 / 165x165
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2008 : weight/height x height = 52 / 167x167
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haiish . so so so fat larhs . sobs sobs . haiish . haiish . die le larhs . I admit im fat (: u c admit also happie de . hahas . diao =.=||

haix . wanna change blogskin again . changing quite often this time cuz wanna find some with bright colours de . and gonna put some photos on the sides but hav to wait luhs cuz waitin fer the 4th anniversary to cum . hahahs . so mayb my bloggie will b away fer a while .

(: 28 of october is a meaningful dae . me and lydia de 7 year friendship anniversary gonna cum soon luhs , is on 02.01.08 . still gt a long way to go but nvm it is still a meaningful dae . we hav such a long relationship larhs (: both r my best frens . simply love them larhs . dey r caring and really r the onli two friends tt really care bout me . hahahas . lawls . wtf lorhs . tt thing . argh . so angry larhs . heh . haiish .

I WANNA BE A LES .

realli dehs , believe it . i don mind bein a les lorhs . les also good mahs . cheys . lawls . wants to but dunno will happen anot luhs . siao liaos me . haiish .

seemunakajasmine@hotmail.com (: please add me in msn and friendster kayys (: old account don care le larhs ..... hahahs (: means testi must start again (: hahahs . must give me lots of testi wors (: hahahs .

i am starting all over again (:
support me . hahahas (:

2007-10-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

wtf sia . if i can suicide now , i totally will go fer it de . wtf . omg . now i realli dunno wad to sae le larhs . just argh . wtf larhs . kao bei larhs . nw lyk me so ke bei lorhs . ass hole . now i finally can blah blah liaos . anw serve her rite (: happie to hear tt lorhs .

laopo , save me ...

2007-10-16T14:45:00.001+08:00

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haiish . mr tan just now ask me why nv go choir practice . hahahs . den i sae i go dere also nth mahs . den he sae yeah lorhs . hahahas (: den siao larhs , choir in dec gt eleven practices lehs . haiish . he sae fun de . kayyys .... lawls . hahahs (: must visit his music school de webstie hors (:

http://theartofmusic.com.sg

i guai rite . help cher (: hahahs . he pro lorhs , gt own music school den also is a
psychologist (: pro larhs . anw he is nice (: hehehehs (:

2007-10-16T14:12:00.000+08:00

<33 RENFRED NG .

he damn shuiax larhs . loves him (:

2007-10-16T13:58:00.000+08:00

i hereby wanna announce two important things : -
[x] eoy is finally over (:
[x] me and hayden break liaos (:

todae actually exams ends at 10am de lorhs . den wtf lorhs . we stayed in school dao 11.20 lyk tt . kisiao larhs . e cher siao one lorhs . cuz todae must hand in e files mahs , haix . art exam was hmm ... kayys larhs but ive onli done three sketches sia and all haven colour de .hahas (: totally serve me rite larhs . ystd nite still chat with laopo in the midnight . hahas . den both nv do finish . haix . nvm . now tired sia . ystd well when i hav the mood to finally do art , some msg shock me larhs . but nvm , i must stay strong rite so i wont post anything bout my feelings luhs cuz is over and its over so wad for i post rite . ystd was my bro bdae and everything shld b happie but why must the break be on a memorable dae . haiish . e feelings leave fer darling and alopo and me den can liaos . well laopo den darling was e first two person to know bout e break . den im so grateful fer them to immediatedly call me and ask me . thanks fer ur care . realli thank dem . even during sad times , dere r people who r still dere to support u . thanks (: hahah . and some words also made me realize the faint picture in my head . now the picture is clear , too clear tt mayb i will start cryin over it again ..... haha . well , im tryin veri hard to not let people know how im feelin , well hope it could bahs . hahah (: i acted happie over tt thing . seriously yah , i even repiled with a smile man . haha . nvm .... haiish . tmr and thrus no schoolin luhs . weeees (: thurs goin out with darlin den on sun also goin out with laopo cuz it is finally our fourth month anniversary . weeees .

i <33 kahshin .

gonna realli kiss this time . realli dehs . believe anot , will take photos and post it de (: weeees . kiss kiss . blehx . lawls . miss wang gt a new hairstyle well is sweet but to her okayys larhs , is sweet though but mayb she hav to slim down a little bahs . no offence luhs but realli mahs . shiying sae looks lyk willy wonka man . then suha even worst sae she is willy wonka's gf . hahahs (:

i <33 my friends larhs .

though it is lame but at least we r happie . now realli even myself is turnin siao and makin myself happier liaos well firtstly by tt attidue i hav larhs . haiish . tmr sian sian sian .... suddenly realize though i thought nobody visits my bloggie ..... people knows wad i postin . haiish . looks lyk many bad words are being spreaded ard larhs .....

one month and a week at 9.48pm everything comes to e end ......
~ 07.09.07 ~ .....
a happy ending ....

2007-10-14T16:01:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS (: enjoy my art luhs . blehx . so ugly who want enjoy . hahahs (:

2007-10-14T15:49:00.000+08:00

was doing some art research luhs . anw this pictures inspired me (: hahahs . loves tt two pic tt were drawn on the wall dehs . mayb when my house renovate , i will paint tt on my wall (: hahahs . simply prefect larhs =]

2007-10-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

hellos (: lawls . ystd watch guess agian luhs (: lawls . the cher quite chio larhs . the gal who dance on the acrade those kind de dance machine was lyk so pro lorhs . love her man , tt guy even cooler (: den nth larhs . ystd went tiong baru , ps if spell wrong larhs , go makan and go shop shop luhs . den went home then me consider guai liaos larhs , go do tt sickenin art . hahas . this few daes lyk keep on complementing myslef guai lorhs but onli jk jk larhs . lata people sae wad i act rite . done a sketch liaos but haven colour dehs . hahahs . ps larhs . haix . i drawing so nt nice lorhs . not fair , i wanna draw nice nice dehs . haix . mei tian fen jiu shi mei tain fen . haiish . so useless larhs me , love dancing , drawing , singing but nt good in any of dem . love them fer wad den . ystd happy sia . i was singing larhs . den my mum always sae my voice lyk kids larhs . nvm but hurt me larhs so i don dare to sing infront of dem lorhs . den i was singing larhs infront of my bro den my parents in their rm . den nvm go hv dinner den watch tv tt time gt advirtisment bout guess mahs . den i ask my singing worst den her ?? den my dad sae actually ur voice quite nice mahs but u don dare to sing . hahahs . omg . tt word realli makes me on the moon larhs . happie dao . lawls . i always cry fer singing lan , lyk last tym tt national dae performance . hahas . i siao liaos larhs . i lyk listening to compliments sia but i cannot show lyk im veri happie rite lata my friends sae wad don act larhs . haix . cant b wad i want to be . ystd finally chat with kahshin laopo luhs . one wk nv liaos cuz her phone full liaos . haix . den chat lorhs . funnie sia we . we talk bout wad we want fer friends & i sae i wanna kiss her . she sae my chu wen was given to a gal ?? haha . well let me share wad i want bahs : -

GUYS :
- can let me hug when im sad
- can lend shoulder fer me
- as caring as a real life gor
- understanding
- can share drinks & food
- lyk my galfren but nt as in he is a gay
- good listener
- lyk a bf but nt as in real life bf
- can share every single thing to him

[ no one fullfill dem now . hahas ]

GALS :
- don mind sharing things
- can kiss & hug
- understanding
- caring
- open-minded
- kisiao mad
- good listener
- can share everything to her
[ kahshin & nana laopo & darling fullfill some ]

FRENS TT SIMPLY WANNA MAKE IN FURTURE :
- upper sec de , mainly gals bahs but also hope to have boys de
- seventeen to twenty-five de gals & guys

SIMPLY WANTS :
- a gan ge and gan jie
[ simly wants gan jie to b xin yi ]
wanted a gan ge so much sia but cant cuz firstly of my height lorhs . even if i younger den them , i still their gan jie man . omg . but nvm i love my height (:

- class gathering larhs , six compassion and one serve seven de
- NEO PRINTS with laopo , laogong , darling
- ESCAPE / WWW with besties
[ wont cum true de larhs cuz of tt op . haiish ]
- be best fren with darling till we die [ is a promise we made ]
- go overseas with darling when we are older [ promise too (: ]
- be with laogong , laopo , darlin 1314 , 3344 , 184

haiish . well guess wad something realli feng chi me man . my op day is lyk gt two manin occasion takin place lorhs . haiish . is ah mei's concert & also deepavali man . omg , people havin fun , me in hospital smellin medicines which realli makes me have goose bumps . feng chi rite . alright , lydia don laugh . yeah larhs , i admit , this year is toally suay fer me larhs .
chicken poxs , fever on the first dae of school . argh . simply suay . haiish . den in pss is lyk argh man , onli two express class den we stress larhs . teacher always comparing us with one sevre six . yeah larhs , dey pro larhs , yup yup yup den we go na lorhs . haiish . so many pressure larhs , all hope on eighty somthin students mahs . stupid lorhs , let me tell u a better way , make pionner free of gansters den make people wanna cum pionner lyk tt will hav more express class rite ?? but haiish will it happen ?? pionner consider the second school in the west which simply suxs i felt so no face to tell people im frm pioneer larhs . still sae xnps lan den pionner huhs , bull shit is it ?? haiish . tuesdae gonna hand in art . argh larhs . jiayou lorhs . jiayou miss fan , jiayou fer ur exams in november . all the best , miss fan . miss fan is my tuition cher , uni student . haha . is she my first seventeen to twety five fren ?? lawls . kayys . simply lovin my typins (: loves to end words with s . lyk kayys , yupps , lawls , bahs , larhs , lorhs , lehs , huhs , mahs , mehs , cheys , hellos , loves , orhs , luhs , liaos , hahas . hahahs . todae went china town dere bahs den go shop shop luhs . bought a pink pokka shirt (: cute larhs . haha . cant wait to wear it out nxt time . kayys (: byes :]

2007-10-12T16:34:00.000+08:00

TALKING TO DARLING ON PHONE LARHS .

now everydae gt chat with darlin duhs (: hahah . love her lots . sian sian sian .

2007-10-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

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2007-10-12T14:05:00.000+08:00

hellos . alright todae my mood was half sio , half happy and half bu shuang . haha . cause todae last pp luhs . can relax sia . weeees . but still gt tt art . haix . becuz of tt i cant go out with lydia todae cuz mum sae must do finish wors , she don wan c me burn midnight oil again . lawls . nvm . nxt dae den go out with darlin lorhs . hahas (: no mood sia . five sketches lehs . haix . todae math & lit were quite easy larhs . haha . gt confidence tt can gt a1 luhs (: haix . i realli looks lyk minna , ah lian but i don look emo . haix . i wanna look emo lehs , nt ah lian . ah lian nt good duhs . emo shiok . haix . just realized tt last time i slip siccors ard my hand gt scar dehs . haix . i don wan scar lehs . haix . sian sian sian . post photos bahs (: lawls . yup i SUPER ZI-LAIN but after tt tag hors , i nv so zilian luhs , mainly becuz exams but bout 20% becuz tt tag . haha . lawls . siao arhs . hahas .

I WANNA JOIN CHEER LEADING IN 2009 !!! (:
mainly cause of their stunts and of course their costumes . i wanna join larhs . haha . but durin 2009 i sec 3 le lehs , will i still go and join ?? aiya , e cca shld come nxt year mahs . y a year lata lehs ??

2007-10-11T12:55:00.000+08:00

hello (: sian . lawls . gonna download songs soon lata bahs , doin legal things wors . haha . sian larhs . once again i nv finish my science pp larhs . haix . my a2 impossible luhs . haix . den is home econ . hmmm ? easy larhs , waste 30 minutes there lorhs cuz pp was an hour den is lyk so fast finish luhs . den i lie down on table larhs den tt ragen arhs gt knock e table . siao arhs . i gt slp mehs . this makes me rmb of i thk ystd , jana saw me , laopo & people larhs den pian pian ask me how was tt history pp . wtf . den sae wad i looks lyk ive done sth worng lorhs and sae i looks tired and dunno wad larhs . argh . den when he go away den me and laopo same thime sae shen jing bing . haha . den after tt todae dismiss at 11am lorhs . den walk to bus stop with yeye , papa , di & shu shu . funnie larhs . den realize nv bring ear piece . haix . nvm . den take bus lorhs den i thk gt people call me larhs but i dunno who sia cuz i nv wear specs mahs den cannot comfirm . dunno who lehs . haha . den now sittin here blogging lorhs . now damn relax larhs cuz tmr is math pp two and literature . math is a pleasure larhs but literature dunno lehs . lata go study text bahs (: guai hors ?? cheys . ystd study science dao nw still in the studying science mood . lawls . haix .

i realli wanna scold tt bitch fact to face larhs . don flirt larhs . don hurt anyone anymore kayys . he is so innocent . don plae with other's love larhs . i realli cant stand u makin every guy tt fall fer u to get hurt again .

i <33 JOLIN (:

2007-10-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

computer lack larhs . cannot post any pic sia . haix . aiya . why so many people sae i looks lyk ah lian huh . i don wanna b ah lian lehs . haix . nana sae is cuz of my face & hairstyle . yanhong mei sae is cuz hairstyle . laopo sae is cuz clothin . and now many people sae i veri mature lorhs . realli mahs . haix . why i gt so many negative aspects dehs . i don lyk it lorhs , i don even lyk to hear larhs . suddenly chat with darling den is lyk one at a go shoot out my temper sae dao i wanna cry le larhs . den darling keep on laugh lorhs . haix and she give on sae yah yah , orh orh . if i c her dere , i smack her rite away larhs . hiax . tmr mayb goin library study lorhs . hahahs (:

HISTORY , HISTORY , HISTORY !!!
why need exams dehs ?? MOE nth to do is it ?? why need to study history lorhs . pass is pass , now is now larhs . history is studying of the pass so we aint in the pass so why shld we give a damn lehs . argh . many people flung also nt our fault . miss rangen gonna die cuz teaching us larhs . she also hiax and hiax de lorhs . she feelin hopeless rite . hahahs . she better b !!

dont act like u dunno wad is happening . don b a bitch . don ask any of my personal things . don act blur . don make me scold u striaght into ur face . just shut ur big mouth and shooooo .

2007-10-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

hellos (: haix . todae i damn malu lorhs . i didnt saw a plactic cover sia den tripped over den i after tt laughed lyk siao . den wa lao larhs , i nv finish eng pp sia . seven marks fly away liaos lorhs . haix . den chi pp was damn easy larhs (: so the talk with miss chiang was nt as creepy as i thought i would b . hahahs (: wweeess =] hahas . aiya simply can wait fer 26.10 larhs cuz is time fer me to go cut long & short hair . haha . cuz school cnt caut now mahs , i dun wanna b keena caught by jana rite . c jana realli wanna **** him larhs . hate him lorhs . haix . tmr math pp one & history sia . die le luhs . history comfirm gonna flung de larhs . how ?? dunno lorhs . todae tt eng pp ald hen can liaos larhs . kayys . best wishes to those whom are havin EOY (: cant wait to meet laogong . gonna b guai kia and go mug luhs .

2007-10-05T17:05:00.000+08:00

oh my god . so sweet of hayden . love hayden lots (: thanks .

eight letters ; three words ; i meaning

i love u <33

2007-10-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

2007-10-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

hellos (: finally happy to sae tt im no longer crying anw since wednesdae (: yeah cuz i lay on my bed den listen avril songs dao maximum den cry larhs but after tt nv luhs . after tt felt so relaxed lorhs . loved it den also veri veri high & happy . den gt bad things happened still . i go used siccors and slid it all around my hand thk gt bout 64 bahs . den ystd night slid 6 long ones so lyk tt den gt 70 luhs but all no blood one onli pop pop and itchy itchy onli (: den becuz un-stress hors den ysrd nv study fer todae e pp lorhs . haix . so todae went hme straight after scool . guai rite . den went home den parents nt at hme lorhs . argh den walk to darling xia hse den watch im nt stupid , funnie sei . den her gor cum back luhs . den few minutes lata went hme . den was lyk thking hope to c hayden de cuz i missin hyme and he lyk angry luhs mahs . den when walkin hme den c so many bus pass den lyk thinkin haix wont de larhs everythime want to c him also wont de . den shockin so one guy frm blss de den realized looks lyk hayden . omg . is hyme lorhs . so happy sia . den he msg me den i even happier cuz i nt sure was him or nt mahs . omg . den i shouting lyk hell , im so so so happy lorhs . suddenly this feelin is lyk so new to me . hahahs (: nw we no problems in between luhs . hhehehehs (: alright gonna post photos luhs (: ♥

2007-10-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

now having cme lessons luhs . haix . todae damn bad mood . early in the morning ald bu shuang luhs cuz veri tired deh still left tons of hmewrk lorhs . argh .once step into the school den the bell rang so considered nt late larhs . den okay im suay larhs . saw mr jana den wa lao ehs . he sae walk faster veryone sitting down luhs . kao bei arhs . den i walk pass him without greeting larhs . arghh . den aiya school life todae just simply suxs lyk hell . drop a few tears during pw . arghhhh . i just cant stop thking about tt thing . tt thk is realli servin me good . everyday im crying & crying . arghhhh . heh . haix . i realli realli feel lyk comminting suicide to exsape my problems but yah , lydia is rite , it is nt worth it . nw xxxxxx is also feeling so but her feeling is worst den mine . she wants to die even more then i do . she is xxxxxxxx and xxxxxxx more and more . haix . just hope all this problems can go away and please realli can i stop crying and concentrate in the exmas . lata goin science remedial . haix . gtg . bye.

| SEEMUN SUXS |

2007-10-01T17:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOELLE

&

ENJOY TODAE IF U ARE BELOW 13 (:

2007-10-01T16:38:00.000+08:00

THE 司徒 FAMILY ♥

[ from oldest to youngest ]

ivan : yeye aka 司徒aden
samuel : papa aka 司徒andy
seemun : da jie aka 司徒angela
yanhong : er jie aka 司徒amy
sheralin : san jie aka 司徒anne
kahshin : xiao mei aka 司徒ashley
jinwei : xiao di aka 司徒aaron

i wan hav my own bdae . hehhes (: i gt den i wan on valentines dae (: hehehes (: memorable mahs . lawls . den we must take an informal & formal photo (: oh my god , im loving this family . todae i was quite siao in school larhs . during history cannot siao cuz cher strict . den nxt is pe mahs den must take out uniform den i don lyk folding it cuz lata veri crinkled so i will hang it on my chair . den my fren sae this means im dead den i lyk shout weeees (: seemun is dead . wooosh . lawls . den pe is lyk wa lao ehs tt pe cher gt problem wif me is it . he score us lorhs cuz we nv move during pe lorhs . lawls . den he sae gt three choices go plae floor ball or go run untill lesson ends or go find dm . lawls . den i veri bu shaung larhs so i shout one den walk away . wtf . den recess nth larhs but quite suay cuz mr jana suddenly appear at class den ask us go down . wtf . den during recess we decided to go find papa , yeye and xiao di to ask dem bout our name and also hav a family gathering . we gonna hav gatherin every now & den luhs (: den yeye is lyk siao sae wan potato padis . lawls . den nvm so in the end gt the faint idea of wad name we want . nxt is he , nth happen larhs . den is mt then i doin tt name thing mahs so hav to pass messages okays . den yeye wan aden cuz hayden . lawls . siao larhs , yeye . so once again my fucking mt cher sae keep quiet den is lyk wa lao , she throw away our messages . argh . wtf . argh . den is math den i talk to ahmad lorhs den i also siao larhs . i wait fer the bell to ring den was lyk damn high and shouted when the bell ring . den class was also funnie larhs cuz bell ring luhs den still left a questions den we all shout out e answer which rarely happened . den i make announcement frm mrs tan den go hme lorhs . nv join laopo , anne and amy mei , yeye and xiao di to gek poh . me & papa went hme . hahahs (: den while chattin with papa , i realize xxx and hyme xxxxxx xxxxx xxxx xxxxxx . omg den is shout . woosh . hahahs (: cause i three eight luhs . nw still left four days to exams . argh . stress sia , nw laopo is realli goin mad with the xxxxxxxx i also wan to xxxxx but i scare of the pain she nw ald xxxxx seven luhs . argh . laopo b strong . nw seriuosly im crying more often but i dunno is aminly of wad . im crying fer studies and love but does it matters ?

seemun is dead , don care bout tt cuz it serve her rite

2007-09-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

NEW FAMILY TREE ♥

the [ unknown ] family

yeye : ivan
shu shu : zong sheng
papa : samuel
me : da jie
yan hong : er jie
sheralin : san jie
kahshin : xiao mei
jinwei : di di

outside family

laogong : hayden
laopo : nana & kahshin
darling xia : lydia
qin ai de : vannessa
love : xiao yuan

hahhas (: always updating my family tree lorhs . hahahs (: weees . can ask money frm papa , yeye and shushu . i m da jie so must control my meis and di . hahahs (: papa promise to reward me with a kiss if i do well in exams sia den i sae must take photo de (: yeye suddenly veri antu to study lorhs , he wan meet up everydae . shushu still e same .

now dunno is stress or wad . feels lyk crying but ku bu chu lia . promise laopo nt to sae bout him anymore le . so this is gonna b the " last post of hyme " . feelin veri xing ku , feels lyk suicidin , feels lyk slashin even feels lyk dieing . argh . please concentrate , mind cannot be else where , must concentrate cuz exams is onli four days to come . i hav to work veri veri hard just lyk wad laopo sae . i will try ....

HER ♥

- CHEANG SEE MUN

- aka JASMINE , MISS SKELETON , DA JIE , LAO GONG , DARLING LONG , LAO PO , GREEN TEA , SEE WOMAN , SEE MAN & blah blah blah

- illegal 13 now but will b legally 13 on 13.12.07

- LOVES her family members [ scroll up ] especially her LAOGONG , LAOPOs & XIA

- married at 11.42am on the 28.06.07 with lim kah shin

- attached to hayden chiang jun han on 07.09.07 at 8.30am

- know xia since primary one and were joined together to form longxia

- she HEARTS her family , blogging , singing , dancing , text messaging , handphone , people who are emo , chocolate & blah blah

- she LOATHES act cutes , act chio , act shuaix , flirts , liars , smokers , puva , kachana , irratating humans & blah blah

- she CRAVES

[x] new wallet [!][!]

[x] new myuk pencil case [!][!][!]

[x] new spectacles [!][!]

[x] skeleton bag [!][!]

[x] tie like neclance [!][!][!]

[x] money [!][!][!][!][!][!]

[x] freedom [!][!][!][!][!][!]

[x] happiness [!][!][!][!][!][!]

[x] neo with laogong , laopo , darling xia [!][!][!][!][!]

[x] clothes from 77th street . forever 21 & bugis [!][!][!][!][!][!]

[x] black and white checked clothes & mini skirt [!][!][!][!]

[x] black bubble short shorts [!][!][!][!][!][!]

[x] pumps [!][!][!][!][!]

[x] loves [!][!][!][!]

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2007-09-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

i am realli sorry , hayden . i am realli realli sorry . i was wrong to do tt . sorry tt ive hurt u , im realli sorry but please don be lyk tt . sorry fer everything on fridae . please . im nt angry , i just called to know if u realli do love me . okays tt was stupid , im sorry . and wad laopo sae or send is all nt true but i was nxt to her . sorry , realli sorry . when laopo tell u tt " someone damn shuaix was wooin me " u just sounded lyk ..... and at first i didnt thk of anything den and when laopo was asking u if u love seemun , i was listening with my ear piece . u sae yah and quite deadly . okays so the call ended . den laopo told me sth , seriously i don thk he love u , if he does he will lyk ask huh ?? who ?? sth lyk tt and so on . yeah , so i did believe cause realli it makes sense . den i was veri sad . i was lyk thinking why am i so stupid . actually when i accept the stead , i told myself tt i realli still do love you but i hav to treat it as an game first cuz i dunno wad u r thking rite . but as days pass , i realize im realli cld nt treat it as a game , i realli wanted this stead and realli hope it cld last forever cuz i realize i realli do love u and realli don mind being hurt and also trust that this is real . at tt moment i realli feel veri hurt , i feel lyk crying but i force myself to do my tuition hmewrk cause me and laopo went there fer revision but honestly i could nt concentrate . laopo told me to concentrate and don thk bout u . i tried but cant , my mind was nt there , i was thking of all those things . realli i wanted to cry and sadly i lay my head down and some tears started to drop but soon i sit up & force myself to do my tuition hmewrk again . so my heart was else where and i realli cant calculate and i ask laopo if i looks lyk im concentrating she sae no . den so yanhong came and den we talk and talk and go take photos , those makes me much more happier . thanks laopo fer makin me happy (: so at all , i was thking and thking bout tt but i still continue to stay strong and realli cant cry infront of my family rite and also i also blog & sms with papa , winston , laopo , darling xia & do hmewrk to avoid me frm thkin but i was scare as i know u r angry luhs . sorry i am realli sorry . so the nxt dae afternoon i told papa bout e thing and some tears drop down den i told darling xia in the phone and darling xia made me realizesomething else she told me tt laopo was rite but u r nt mature as in those in twenties de rite so mayb u r thkin wad can i sae lyk tt and then i felt even confused . i dunno wad to believe . den so i decided to sms u cuz i don wan to stay lyk tt .

okays so u reply :
nvm larhs .... you angry i also bo bianbut e hurt is inside le lor .

den i reply .

then u reply again :
just don sae ystd le la ... i good also wrong de mah so might at shall don talk le

den i reply .

the u reply again :
no is not i angry or nt de wen ti is i .... aiya ... u wont understand de larhs

den i reply .

den u reply :
aiya u just dunno tt its serious and u treat it lyk a game

den i reply .

den u reply :
you feel bad cause ur fren told u tt i love u rite but its true ......

den i reply .

den u reply :
but u noe wad is hurt , it is lyk a scar in the heart le ..... you wont understand de .... haix

den i reply . den u nv reply luhs .
so u thk i wad playing larhs . okays nvm . anw i realli am sorry and is e onli thing i can sae . even laopo always sae me when i feel hurt , u realli love hyme dao lyk tt mehs , wad so gd bout hayden tt makes u love him and i aslo reply i dunno . so nw i realli dunno how our future gonna b but i am realli sorry and i hope u can believe tt i realli love u and i promise to believe u too . okays , i am realli sorry .

dedicated to hayden
i am realli sorry

should i go my own way ? i am realli sorry fer everything , i know there aint any refreshing of love or wad but i realli hope tt we can forget bout tt . sorry , laogong .

2007-09-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

married to laopo at 11.42am on 28th june

LOVES LIM KAH SHIN 1314 . LOVES

2007-09-28T23:29:00.001+08:00

wad am i so depressed about . so todae laopo & i send msg with laogong but nt veri gd de larhs . den we decided to call hyme but laopo was e speaker larhs . den we talk bout im " angry " luhs & tt wad gt someone ask fer stead . den i sae i dunno wanna stead with tt person or nt cuz i thk laogong don love me de . den laogong e answer was lyk so dead and mayb laopo was rite mayb it was all a dream or fake & when i wake up everything just changes . i didnt wanna make it clear cuz i dun wanna let anyone understand . haix . when u hav a blog , people will read and they will know some secrets but some secrets are meant to b kept in some of our hearts . hiax . i realli feel so sad . y ?? y i feel so hurt over this things luhs . hiax . hope onli laopo understands . sometimes letting all my secrets are are relaxing but i also have to bear with the consequences lata .

new family tree

laogong : hayden
laopo[s] : nana & kahshin
darling xia : lydia
love : xiao yuan
qin ai de : vaneesa
ye ye : ivan
pa pa : samuel
shu shu : zong sheng
yan hong & sheralin : jie [ not comfirmed yet ]

WOOSH . I HAVE MORE & MORE MEMBERS LUHS (:
weeees ;DDDD

2007-09-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

THREE MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH KAHSHIN aka LAOPO

SWEET

SWEET

LOVE

WOOSH , WOO , I LOVE LIM KAH SHIN

todae i just reach school on time lorhs den todae nv put hp in locker . hahahas (: lucky no spot check . hahahs (: den sai larhs . gt wad VIP award fer an hour plus lorhs so no PE lorhs . haix . den i was lyk siao larhs , when i sian den i will shout & clap fer the winners (: hahahs (: den go bck class lorhs . den is science den gt science test . haiish , many tests lorhs . anw den after test den copy science wrkbk de things . den recess , nv eat but bring science revision pp down and do . so guai rite ?? hahahs . den must bring class up lorhs . haix . bein asstitant chairperson also no gd de lorhs . den i also quite guai larhs durin math . hehhes (: todae nv bu shaung (: congrates me okays ? hahhas (: den eng i hav to write down all e answers of pss revision pp on the whiteboard cuz mrs tan gonna make an important phone call . my hand damn black lorhs den sth unhappy happen . so becuz of tt gt 15 minute detention , whole class must sit at foyer den me & ivan must ask dem take out bks & read . haix . den go jp with sam & kahshin (: den we lyk siao larhs . we chat dao veri funnie lorhs but i realli xin teng fer papa cuz he love sheralin so much but hav to b hurt over again & again . haiish . papa , must cheer , i will still love u dao die de . hahahs (: don gt it personal hors . den we lyk siao larhs . den meet sally at KFC . den went library to study lorhs . den saw mustaqim & hakim & zong sheng . den zong sheng joined us fer revision den we lyk walk & walk de lorhs , den they lyk chat damn loud lorhs . argh . den when at 3rd floor saw haziq den in the end went 2nd floor luhs and sit down & revise . den keena solded by tt fucking librian lorhs . she shot us off . wtf . den went 3rd floor den lyk sth bad also happen cuz laopo & i hav a bad idea and it is realli bad . sorry laogong . haix . sorry , realli sorry but i onli wanted an answer & i finally know
the truth luhs . haix . after tt i was damn down & keep no thking of laogong & wanted to cry . the feeling so terrible , i feel lyk dieing . i cant concentrate in revision & just realli keep on thkin of hyme . argh . y ?? y ?? argh . y must i feel hurt agian . i wanna cry & realli shout my sadness . so laopo was great she did sth tt i wanted but nt dare to . and also she also sae aiyo concentrate larhs , don thk bout hyme le . den i tried to stop thkin but it still came up into my mind . so a while lata yan hong came den me & laopo took pics which realli makes my sadness goes away fer tt particular time . i feel so happy . okays . the photos will b over e nxt post . woosh . den went hme luhs & nw blogging .

2007-09-27T18:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BUFDAY TO

VIVIAN

WUYING

JISHYANG

WENHUI

=D

2007-09-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

hellos (: long long tym nv post . hahahs (: cuz of hmewrk & slacking . hahas (: so exams hav started fer some school kuhs . anw jiayou everyone who just pass by . hahhas (: wa lao ehs . y pss de art fer sec one is sec three standard huh ? wtf . we sec one must learn sec three de art , thk wer so pro mehs . so mr tan sae cuz when we go sec three if we chose art then art will b chicken feet but lyk tt is givin us stress lorhs . i draw one thing ald wanna die luhs . onli draw den take min. two hours if wanna color den min. four hours. u thk i so free arhs . now art exam even siao lorhs . need summit five sketches and draw one on tt dae of exam and den hand in on the dae of exam so we gt three wks but is lyk where gt tym . gt one wk is all exams de lorhs . we onli gt this wk and the nxt to do onli but we also hav to do hmewrk & mug de lorhs . argh . i crazy le larhs . argh . anw tmr goin out wif laopo & ivan & arni & sam to do revision (: hahhas (:

tomorrow is

me & lao po ; 3th month anniversary
and
me & lao gong ; 3 weeks together

sorry fer being a bad english person but bear wif it luhs cuz im bad in english so bo bain luhs . so this few daes keep on chatting wif lao po dao plus plus hours de . den sth make me ps luhs . nt onli a thing but many thing . i also feel ps de lorhs . cuz evertym i do sth tt veri ps lorhs . so i suddenly hav a high feeling after msgin lao gong . hahhs (: kahshin sae i crazy le . kisiao . hahahs (: so todae i walk down to void deck den started rainin cats & dogs lorhs . argh . den late fer school but cuz raining den can late fer bout five minutes so in e end , i wasnt late luhs . so during school is lyk hmmm ? i realli pay attention in class lorhs . hahhs (: gd larhs . den recess den quickly pinned up fringe & sides cuz lata is history which is also tt jana period . suay larhs . den i looks lyk eeeyer . i thk so larhs . den when he go out den quickly take off e pins luhs . aiya so i hav a conflict with hyme again on tuesdae i thk . dun wish to talk bout it . im damn red larhs . but i felt lyk crying . den is art , lucky nv check art hmewrk cuz i nv do . den is mother tounge den keep on pass message bout e revision tmr . den wa lao lorhs . jaiwei throw message to vanessa den throw dao my head . argh . hope liu lao shi quickly go deliver baby larhs , den no need listen she nag during chinese den can slp . she keep on sae wad an jing an jing . lame arhs , den sam will lyk shhhhh but is telling her to shut up den i will sae shut up luhs but is to liu lao shi . den ce is lyk funnie larhs . sam & ivan & di keep on saeing wad me and blah blah sex or wad so ever . lame lorhs . i nv angry larhs but i still laugh out loud lorhs . cuz veri funnie . so many funnie things lorhs . laugh dao . ivan laugh dao so funnie . hahhs (: den went hme . den when take bus den suddenly realize my hand gt blue ink lorhs but i dunno where it is from den shock to c darling xia in bus . hahhas (: denb i feel so dirty lorhs cuz gt tt blue ink den chat chat fer a while den go hme luhs . actually goin out with sheralin & sam & lao po de but i dun wan cuz many hmewrk. if go comfirmed gt hao xi kan lorhs . cuz can hmmmm ..... make sheralin & sam . hahas (: den me and kahshin mayb can run away lyk last tym den let dem hav er ren shi jie . so funnie lorhs . hahas . i wanna die so mayb i will suicide with lao po . we promised luhs . haix . i wanna slash myself but i scare the pain & e scar left . haix . hope someone cld just kill me . phone dunno y cant connect to com luhs . nvm . post pics some other dae . tues went to chinatown & go orchard watch rattatuoe . nice movie , meaningful too but a little bit sian lorhs .

2007-09-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

2007-09-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

yeah , ive finally finish some of my hmewrk (:

- english revision pp
- home econ
- science chapt 19 & 20

now still left :
- math revision pp
- art
- tuition hmewrk
- science chapt 16 & 17 & 18
- MUGGING

enjoy my quizes (: hahahs (:
happy seventeen days with laogong (:
now chattin with lao po (:

and those whom r mugging fer history , ur may lyk to visit this website :
http://1serve7.blogdrive.com/

2007-09-23T21:44:00.001+08:00

Your Life is 51% Perfect

Your life is pretty normal - sometimes great, sometimes not so great.
You have a lot of good stuff going on. Your life may be more perfect than you realize.

How Perfect is Your Life?

2007-09-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

JESS is your soulmate.

You truly love HAYDEN .

You consider LYDIA your true friend.

You know that KAHSHIN is always thinking of you.

You'll remember ECO PERSON for the rest of your life.

You secretly think LYDIA is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that AHAMD is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that BROTHER is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that BROTHER changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think BROTHER is shy and nonconfrontational. And that BROTHER has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

2007-09-23T21:17:00.001+08:00

You are 38% perfect as a girlfriend!

You're about average. Let him make the calls more often, he may feel slightly intimidated. Give him more control over the relationship. You may be going out with him too much, or too little.

Are you the perfect girlfriend?
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2007-09-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

You are 18% horny!

Congratulations!

u r horny-free!You really should work on ur sex libido, you are officialy an unhorny person.

How horny are you?
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2007-09-23T21:12:00.001+08:00

You are 39% Emo. Ha Ha!

Whiner baby.

Stop your whining and grab a tissue. Suck it up princess. You can do better, don't you think? Oh well.. anyway.. thanks for playing...

How Emo Are You
Quizzes for MySpace

2007-09-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

You Scored a 74% which means you are a ....

Sincere Lover. You are such a total sweetheart people have a hard time taking you seriously. Sadly, because you are so sincere and sweet you get walked all over. Try to hold your ground a little bit and beware of the selfish lover. The feed off of sincere lovers like yourself. Even though you get used and abused a lot you still have a heart of gold.

What kind of lover are you
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2007-09-23T10:08:00.001+08:00

SORRY FOR BEING ZILIAN BUT IF U HATE IT , JUST LEAVE (:

2007-09-23T10:08:00.000+08:00

2007-09-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

hellos (: hahhaas (: long tym nv post le . sry luhs cuz many hmewrk to do larhs . so someone say i zi lian . haix . i reali dunno who he or she is . hiax . anw if ur feel disgusted or feels lyk puking when u enterend my bloggie just leave ur ass by pressin tt red box on the top right hand corner and fuck off . if u wanna comment is okays but is lyk if u feel uncomfortable u still come in , is just strange larhs . anw thanks my fren fer lettin me know before hand (: thank you .

so school life was okays larhs but something r quite funnie luhs . hahhas (: so fridae went to xnps de mid authum festival clebration so lydia camn my hse first den we watch yu le bai fen bai den she say i lyk veri excited lyk tt cuz is jolin mahs . hahahs (: i lyk tt kira kira dance step & also lyk ai wu jian (:

den go xnpslorhs . okay larhs . we walk walk first with my youngest bro cuz he p2 mahs cant let hyme cum on his own so i bring hyme lorhs . den e guard funnie sei sae need ezlink card den no need . den sae we look so different frm e normal us (: den we went up to e hall , damn sian & hot lorhs . den saw some cher den sae hellos lorhs . den mrs varuges thought my bro is lydia's cousin so sunddenly lydia gt a cousin (: and somehow she call my bro call her zhen shi min two . hahas (: den saw cm & hill & jess & sal . okay larhs but didnt realli chat larhs dunno y den leave the hall liaos lorhs den kenna say by dunno wad cher larhs . forget her name . is just tt lyk xnps is failing luhs , everything is . haix . den go toilet with jess dey all de but me & lydia nv enter cuz suddenly bro missin den walao lorhs he go look at the bat . lawls . hahhs (: den went down den talk to mdm ho den we walk ard the parade square luhs , den my bro go join my elder bro den me & lydia finnaly gt free tym together . hahas (: den we lyk so called dating larhs . hahahs (: i jk jk onli lorhs den take photos luhs den go buy water den go walk ard again . den suddenly mr dunno who cme and talk to us den he tell us his problems , hiax . mr gau is demanding lorhs . fuck larhs . mr dunno wad so poor thing lorhs , son's bdae also missed . haix . den we go toliet again den go canteen lorhs . den talk to mdm ho & other cher . sadly , ms suzana went hme luhs cuz dey fasting . haix . den saw miss tay den she look at us and sae u cum in to school lyk this , u respect me mehs . den mrs manili also sae wad tren den i lyk ps cuz they talkin tt we both wear mini skirt lorhs but they sae look nice (: lawls . den saw ms choong den wa sei talk alot lorhs . den lydia & i lyk siao larhs . laugh & laugh den ms choong sae wad happen to us we last tym nt lyk tt de (: den we go write calligraphy lorhs cuz bo bian ms choong jiao dao . hahahs (: den i put a smiley face den cher sae where gt people lyk tt de . den i sae neh , the moon & star drawin over dere den malu larhs cuz is mr quek write de . sry . den erm nth realli larhs den go tak bao food at 907 den walked lydia hme with younger bro den walked hme lorhs . den msg a little to laogong luhs den nth luhs .

den ystd darling xia de msg at 7am waked me up lorhs . so called e msg became my alarm clock to tell me go choir but in e end i pron choir , i nv go . nvm de larhs den go out eat breakfast with family den after tt cum hme den do hmewrk lorhs . haix . i lyk verydae hmewrk & hmewrk de lorhs . my school gives us so amny hmewrk fer wad , sia larhs . den at bout evening go xnps fer my bro de band thingy . sian de lorhs . den i nv greet any cher cuz i dun wanna cher to recognize me mahs but too bad mr quek sae i saw u ystd rite den i lyk ps cuz i nv call hyme . haix . sry . den went hme then watch tv and hmewrk & some msging . sry laogong fer nt msgin u but i todae veri bz . sry .

den lata gt tution lorhs . hiax . sometimes i still cry when i thk of the operation , i dunno y but i realli dun wanan go fer this op but bo bian . am i emo ??

wish upon e star :

- all a1 fer all subjects except his , art & eng
- his , art & eng gt a2
- nt to b bu shuang , smile more , b more positive
- gt wad i want especially a skeleton bag & new wallet & pencil case & a big black shades & NEW SPECS [ still beggin fer an new one ...... ]
- my hair can grown dao shoulder , den cut e hairstyle i wanted
- MORE money IN but OUT must be LESS den IN . hahahs (:
- wif laogong forever
- best fren till me & darling xia die & also must fulfill our promises
- no more bad things happening to me , e.g. frenship
- keep promises (:
- dunno le . thk dao den post nxt tym (:

I LOVE EVERYONE LOTS ESPECIALLY DARLING LAOGONG & LAOPOs & XIA (:

2007-09-19T16:01:00.000+08:00

27 photos , i tink . hehehs (: enjoy bahs . tirm-ed my hair on monday (:

2007-09-19T15:23:00.000+08:00

mood = happy , a little bu shuang onli lorhs . hehehs (:

toda erm life was okay larhs but still must thank lydia fer supporting me , tellin me to smile to make my life better . thank you , darling xia . todae i lyk almost late larhs . den throw bad on floor den go count people liaos . so todae laopo late lorhs . den is science larhs den mrs seah also lyk shock i becum assit. chairperson by she lyk also happy lyk tt . hahah(: fer e first tym over this year i finally listen to wad mrs seah is teaching lorhs . hahahs (: so proud of me sei . hahahs (: den i suddenly lyk lover science lorhs . hehehs (: den is eng . mrs tan ask who handwriting neat & nice den gt someone sae my name then wa lao , cher ask me go write things on the board . tired sei . go up & down den lata classmates complain . argh . anw den lyk after tt i gt oral . sia larhs . i lyk damn nervous lorhs . wad i practice and was i told mrs tan is lyk damn different lorhs . argh . den tmr gonna continue with conversation . hehehs (: den recess den eat lorhs . den is lit , then is do the druken prawn play . i love mrs tan's lesson lorhs lyk so intersting lyk tt . den i lyk veri entu during her lessons . hehehs (: den mt lorhs . den tired then slp larhs . den wa lao cher call me den bo bian den read sth lorhs . den samuel keep on say see tt face . u c . u c . always say i bu shuang lorhs . den ben always say wad i looks friendly and nice but inside is bad de cuz i veri vuglar . lawls . den todae di hen guo fen go throw staple thingy on my face . den i scold ** *** . den ben say horhor , vuglar vugalr . den i say wa lao hen tong lorhs . den samuel suddenly lyk siao lorhs . he say lyk tt my heart also pain dao quite loud larhs . den i was lyk huh . omg . den laugh and laugh. den laopo say wa sei talk so loud arhs . den cant hear wad she say le . den ivan sae u c sheralin jealous lorhs . den sheralin keep on laugh also den sam then act crying larhs . heh . fake lorhs . hahas (: den math so also sian larhs . den nth lorhs . den go hme then go look fer mrs tan cuz she ask me collect r & j fer her . hahahs (: many hmewrk lorhs but i still sacking . haix . dunno when i will nt slack . argh . may i reach my target lorhs . and veryone also jiayou fer ur eoy lorhs . jaiyou . especially students frm jwss , may ur tmr de eng pp do well (:

2007-09-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

BITCH BTICH BTICH

labels : LAO PO , don b damn angry when u read this okay ?? is realli wad i personnaly felt deep in my heart . if is wrong . u may talk bad bout me . i don care but just wanna let u prepare fer it .

wtf . always talk bad bout me . wtf . my fault arhs . say wad i wear dao too teenage arhs & wad i always talk bout lydia . last time she say bad wrds i ald veri angry & she ald kenna scolded by me liao lorhs . now still lyk tt . argh . im veri easily effected by wad others say so i realli get veri tensed up becuz of this things . just shut up larhs , bitch . i realli gettin veri fed up with u liaos . but nth bout friendship . i still treat u as a fren and no hate in between but this is another thing . y people lyk to comment on others arhs . when i talk bad bout others i talks bout the truth but the bitch say de realli bull shit lorhs. nt true at all lorhs . she say i wera dao too teenage . bull shit larhs . i wear singlet and mini skirt then her reaction will b lyk omg . wad is wrong with it wors . we r 13 now & can wear lyk tt le mahs . is ur problem if u don wear singlet or mini skirt but seriously is nt my problem lorhs . is nt bout me . she dun wear her problem , i wear also her problem . fuck larhs , so unresonable lorhs . then y i talk so much bout lydia cux she is the onli one who reali cares bout me nt lyk anyone in pioneer mahs . lydia is the onli one which i truly love & care about . nt lyk this school , y i angry bu shuang , y ?? ask urself . don blame on me . kahshin is lyk treat her frens lyk a bk . i wanna read u then read , don wanna den don wanna . even shiying also can c it . den im lyk so lonely in school . and when ur ask me y bu shuang i tell ur y . ur will say cuz u scare lata i also angry wif ur . wtf . fuck larhs . y kind of stupid answer is tt . u thk i 3 years old kid arhs . so unresonable answer lorhs . studyin in school realli gives me lots of emotions . im everyday bu shuang because of ur and ur will ask me y & give me stupid answers . wa lao ehs . i realli had enough . frm young im ald lyk tt . please larhs. please stop this . i realli have enough . please . i know ur mouth wont stop one but this is sth tt i can give myself or mayb as a false hope . realli is everything im saying nt true . i really have enough & guess what there r still more . but kahshin don wanna tell me cuz she dun wanna me to b sad .

okay let's talk bout y sheralin makes me so angry :

okay . firstly is tt teenage clothing thing above .
secondly , she say the necklances i brought fer kahshin is so big lorhs . kao bei larhs . now is fashion this kind of long , big necklance . so don b so unresonable can . u don wear dosent means other can don wear or don lyk . it is just so unresonable lorhs .
thirdly . seemun will buy so ex de thing fer kahshin de mehs [ $ 20 ] she will only buy fer lydia . she save also wont buy so ex de lorhs . ji bai larhs . i noe sometimes i wont but sometimes i do spent my money fer people who i love . kahshin is ald the best person i can find in pioneer but nana cum first den by shiying who is gd to me . den of cuz i will onli buy fer them nt bitches mahs . some more even though im angry with kahshin i still buy her a present which i shldnt hav gave k . i shld hav brought it fer lydia or somone who is worth it rite . actually i today ald dun wanna give her bdae present luhs but is lyk nt gd mahs cuz ive promised her . so is becuz of a promise , i brought tt for her . is nt bout anything . somemore i didnt make any promise to u mahs . i dunno wad to say bout tt . i realli dunno wad to say le . lata my blog will b full of vulgalr . den ben will say seemun looks veri friendly but then inside she is black or becuz i scold vuglar . argh . okay lorhs . forget bout it . let's stop her for now . i will make sure there will be continues .

2007-09-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

WHY VANESSA HUDGENS NUDE PHOTOS ARE OUT IN THE NET ?? WHAT HAPPEN TO HER ?? WHERE IS THAT SWEET , INNOCENT LOOKING VANESSA THAT WE ALL ONCE KNEW . SHE SAY SORRY BUT SHE SHOULDNT HAVE DONE IT IN THE FIRST PLACE . ACTUALLY IF SHE WANNA TAKE THE NUDE PHOTOS FOR PERSONALLY LOOKIN OR WADSOEVER IS ALRIGHT BUT IT JUST SHLDNT BE IN THE NET somemore she is just eighteen . JUST BECAUSE OF THAT , HER IMAGE IS TARNISH & MAYBE BECAUSE OF THIS SHE AINT GONNA BE IN HSM 3 . haix . some said that she had taken this photo for zac efron which in real life was dating . so waht will VANESSA HUDGENS become in the furture . well let's see . but i personaaly thk it i will b a great one , in the good side .

hahahs :] tt above intro damn funnie hors . btw those wrds is nt frm my heart i just write fer fun one . i still loved her voice & tt angelic face . i just wanna b like a reporter to prepare fer my exams in advance . lawls . as if . anw fans of HSM 2 or even her own fans please do support her during this period of time .

2007-09-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

JOLIN CAN DANCE & HAS THE BODY & IS SO CHIO . LOVE HER LOTS .

2007-09-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

ACID DANCE :] taken frm a blogskin but too bad the wordings of tt nt nice =x

below r all REFLECTIONS =] too bad is dark . hehehs (: i LOVE REFLECTIONS !

the necklance tt i give kahshin =]

darling xia took it . so ugly lorhs .

darling xia sleeping .zzzzzzzz

xia is training to becum a model . im e camera man , i so gt potetial lorhs cuz i ask her to pose lyk tt . lawls . kiddin larhs . MY LOVELY DARLING MODEL XIA SO COOL ! we wanted to b models & r we gonna becum veri famous models ?? hahahs (: i wanna be attached with xia but she dun wan . haix

2007-09-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

hellos (: lawls . hahahs (: todae also bu shunag luhs but after school nv luhs cuz went to buy present with laopo fer laopo , a treble clef note neclance $19.90 . hahahs . also met darling xia . den todae we quite siao larhs . we lyk siao siao lyk tt . todae is my happiest day in this wk . it just happens tt nth in my school allows me to b damn happy . onli darling xia cld bring me e happiness tt i longed fer . so todae still gt tt sickening bu shuang attidue . hahahs (: somehow people r gettin used to me havin tt kindda attidue . hehe:] don care lorhs . as if i will . den we saw anson , haziq , jesseble , samuel , teck choy , hope nv spell wrong . hhahas . so funnie lorhs . hahahs . so many funnie things tt i dunno wad to share . hahahs :] nvm . don share lorhs . heheh (: okay . so xia say wanna sit at below one then i walk towards the below one lorhs. den she pull my bag and say go up dere sit den the bus driver lyk drive veri fast den we keep on jerk & jerk . hehhehes . so i've to save $ 85 fer my holiday expandes . hahahs (: cause $15 fer neo den $50 fer outings den $20 fer xia chirstmas exchange gift , i mayb buyin xia a shoulder off =]

2007-09-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

the black shoulder off so translucent lorhs =]

like this one but nv buy cuz 36.95 .

the black shoulder off but i nv put it down =]

2007-09-13T16:56:00.000+08:00

HELLOS . YEAH (: AHMAD COME BCK LIAOS . HAHHS (: MISS HYME LOTS CUZ NO ONE TAKE TO ME WHEN SIAN . lawls . okay . from tues owards ald bad mood liaos . dunno y lehs . den cuz asst.chiar person mahs den i quite siao larhs . i tell them to shut up & keep quiet but also as a way to release my anger . haix . scare im gettin use to bein in bad mood then all my frens ignore me . then i ask y they don dare to talk to me then they say scare i lata angry with them . haix . dunno y bu shuang lehs . am i veri easily bu shuang ?? haix . so some bad things happening around me larhs . i cant stop to care bout it lorhs . someone say wad i wear too tennage though i say i don care but inside i do care alot bout wad others thk bout me . haix . then okay larhs . nth realli happen except i lyk bu shuang ... hahahs (: 5 days nv msg luhs . hiax . mayb a reason to my sadness ?? hehe . even ahamd noe tt im steadung . shock sei . didnt know he will go read me de blog noe . lawls . saw willy & his gf . quite chio one . then i look at her den she her reaction was lyk strange strange lyk tt . hahahs . mayb i shock her . lawls . haix . tmr gonna go buy LAO PO de bdae present & go study with xia . hehhehes . hope to c hyme . lawls .

2007-09-10T16:37:00.000+08:00

let's go high with high school muscial two song track . hahahs (: enjoy de songs . hahahhs

2007-09-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

hellos . okay . tmr i xin qing hao lorhs . hehehh . good mahs . hehehh . todae quite siao larhs . ystd msg & talk on phone with kashin at midnight lorhs . siao hehs . den i lyk nv slp dao . den she say me siao . heheh . den i nv finish many homewrk . den todae i take bus with suha den when walkin up to class den sheralin walkin down den say if i gt bring thermometer lorhs . den i sae no den i shout . zi high (: hahahs . den walk to class den go toilet cuz kahshin inside den walk into class den nth happen . i say todae cum school so fresh den my fren veri gd say hello ni hen mian shou . im sophia , u r ?? hahahs . after tt den raining luhs , den haha no need go down to assemble . thank god we nv go down oe else climb up & down (: den wehn class cum up . i lyk siao sae , hellos hellos (: den math lorhs , den eng . den i taught mrs tan nv cum cuz gt relief cher walk pass den also lyk zi high den realize malu luhs . hahahs . den mrs tan came . lucky she say compo is wed hand in or else i die die die luhs . den recess luhs . nv eat . den science , feel lyk sleepin luhs but gt test . haix . den he . he veri disgustin lorhs , the plates & pans all veri dirty . eeeyer . den thank with frens luhs . den make ice lemon tee . go by class fer duty , arrange table den help awni sweep floor . hahahs (: den check hp den realize dad sms me to go gek poh hav lunch . den i say k . den go gek poh wif shiying den go meet parents luhs . den my food gt worm agian . eeeyer . y i always c worm in my food . i c it feel lyk pukin . den go buy things . den go home . den now bloggin luhs but haix must do history project . haix . gtg luhs .

new family tree :

lao gong : hyme
lao po-s : nana & kahshin
love : xiao yuan
xia : lydia
qin ai de : vanessa
di : jin wei

hahahs (: diao . bye then (:

2007-09-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

MY NEW FAMILY TREE (:

lao gong : hayden
lao po : kahshin
lydia : darling & xia
di : jin wei
love : hillary
qin ai de : vanessa

I LOVE HAYDEN (: hehehes (:

2007-09-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

photo taken in a wedding
labels : lydia , this is the whole white tube

2007-09-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

im AKA long & lydia is AKA xia . we r the long xia & we rawks (:

todae gt choir lorhs . sia larhs . i 7.45am den wake up . den late larhs but nvm . cher don care one (: den ask dad drive me to school lorhs . den sheralin sae u look so lyk u r just out of bed . hahah . den choir very fun . i love mr tan then mr tay . at least he is more fun . i love mr tan . hahahs . anw den i damn cold todae lorhs . dunno y . den kept on frezzin durin choir cuz in air con rm . haix . den thanks azmira fer lending me & xiao yuan her jacket . den todae onli learn 3 lines lorhs . den i change to soprano two luhs . i so high lorhs . den cher say wah sei . so excited arhs . hahahhs (: den todae alte go hme lorhs . nvm . den i walk down stairs den realize forget bring ezlink . argh . no choice !! walk hme . haix . den we did marco clap fer mr tan . den he lyk wad ur doin . hahhahhs . den we chat lorhs . den i realize his car is full of rubbish . haix . den walk hme with azmira & azzerah den was fun larhs (: den walk hme lorhs . den nt feelin well den went slp but still damn cold . den msg lao gong but he damn long den reply one . haix . nvm . lao po love lao gong (: den msg with kahshin & xia lyk siao . i finished text messaging to lydia den after tt is kahshin luhs . but fun cuz can test my typing speed (: hahah . so now doin nth lorhs . hahah . miss lao gong . hope to c him soon (:

8 facts about me :

- I'M CHEANG SEE MUN
- aka JASMINE
- 12+
- hates animals
- i love all my friends
- nt a nice person (:
- studying in pionner secondary
- I'M IN A RELATIONSHIP (:

8 people i love the most :

- lao gong (:
- lydia
- hillary
- qiu ying
- ahmad
- kahshin : lao po
- sheralin
- shi ying

8 people i hate the most :

- puva
- kachana
- D
- U
- N
- N
- O
- LIAOS (:

it all started on the 07.09.07 at 8.30am . i love my lao gong .

2007-09-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

JOLIN TSAI : 特務J gonna sell from tmr onwards . cant wait . okay so let's c this mtv : 特務J (: enjoy . my blog de song also is 特務J . hahahs . extra hors . enjoy (:

2007-09-06T14:47:00.001+08:00

2007-09-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

2007-09-06T14:37:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS TAKEN YESTERDAE :

2007-09-06T13:49:00.000+08:00

HELLOS . yeah . my phone is finally working . hahahhs (: well ystd & tues go choir lorhs . gonna share sth with ur lata bahs . haix . now i sriously dunno wad tod o bout studies . is like im seriously slackin & slackin . haix . dunno lorhs . okay . so now let's talk bout choir .

tuesday :
so lyk wake up damn early for choir lorhs and also is my first time i m actually puntual for choir . hahahs (: den damn it larhs mr tan late again lorhs . nvm so we went to ran again , this time ran 3 rounds . den finally god he arrive at bout 9.15 am which is lhour and 15 minute late . then okay . den ivan they all realli pissed me off . dey kept on blurp and blurp on my hair or at least behind me , i was damn pissed off . den i sae wa lao . arghhs . den azmira also taught off choir meeting at kfc tmr to hav lunch before goin to choir . so i go lorhs . den we pratice for choir songs tt we gonna perform at republic poly de . den wa lao . im now in soprano one . im at first in soprano 2 den auto den now soprano 1 . wa lao . kisiao lorhs . arghhhhs . den went home .

wednesday :
so also wake up lyk damn eraly for me larhs cuz i veri lazy one . hahhahhs (: pig me . den wear lyk erm dunno cuz i dunno . den walked to bus stop lorhs den suddenly gt a msg frm lydia suddenly den inside was [ cheang see mun , u wera tube & short shorts go ehs . chio sae ] den iwas lyk huh !! lydia siao liaos . nvm . so i was scrae i late .so in bus kept on messaging with azmira , xiao yuan & lydia . den finnaly reach jp luhs den eat den rush to school lorhs . den ivan take wrong bus lorhs den 30 minutes late . den azzerah even sotong lorhs she thought we at gek poh kfc lorhs . wa lao . totally laugh out loud larhs . i laugh and laugh non-stop . den run for 243 bus lorhs den bout 1 stop before reaching pss den azzerah say bus gonna leave lorhs . scare us sia . den we take photos in bus den veri funnie larhs cuz me , azeerah , azmira & xiao yuan sittin at the last row at the bck den we like siao keep on joke and joke den we also sae elt us wave to peole outside and c who gt e most wavings bck . den nobody wave lorhs . den we lyk siao . den we also learn e clpas . den we did the sexy clap to teachers . then reach vitoria liaos . den the acappella concert was great . den wa lao. so ivan sit nxt to me den jin wei sae don b light bulbs . kisaio . damn nice lorhs . the people all so pro lorhs make their own music with their voice . totally amazing . den ivan damn funnie lorhs . he was like so high den i kept on laught at him . den suddenly his spec box drop . ahahhs . den lyk help him search lorhs . den under cher e chair. den he went down to take it . haha . den finally over luhs . den last performances is tt all shld stand up . den i nv mahs . den the person sae the person nv stand den tickle dem . den ivan sae tickle see mun den i jump up & shouted . den so we take photos after the performances cuz cher say so . den when we get out of the theatre den we take photos again . den we lyk become VIPs cuz we go sit at the table is the vip sit one . hahhahs . den go bus agin . den we also lyk siao again but this time even siao . den azmira become DJ den me & azzerah & xiao yuan become bck ground singers . den we like siao . den we kept on play music and realli lyk siao . den when we saw pionner den i siao larhs. i saw oh pionner . den we scream . hhahahs . denw e plae graduation cuz we gonna leave the bus . den we also count down to pionner . then when reach we shout again . we siao larhs . den we did the marco clap fer the bus driver den the driver lyk diao lyk tt . hahahhs . den went hme . my happiest dae ever after . hahahhs (: posting photos in the nxt post (:

2007-09-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

photos taken on 31.08.07 but taken frm pionner place . haix . my phone dunno y cant connect to pc lorhs . until e problem is slove . i most probably nt postin photos frm phone luhs .

HAVE FUN LOOKING AT THE PHOTOS especially e one below ........

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the 3 clowns . e right hand side one is mr jana lorhs . so nt lyk hyme . he after wrk lyk so high lorhs . in school onli noe how to catch people & scold people . argh .
spot me luhs .
teachers lorhs

sheralin . samuel de stead . chio ehs ??
dance cher & miss lye [ home econs cher ] MC fer tt dae
MISS TEO . she onli 19 lorhs
me getting the VIP award
ACES dae . spot me ??

teachers . mr tan in superman shirt (: hahahahs . miss wang which is e biggest size among the others . no offence though .
all e chers . e indian woman in the centre is tt freakin borin history cher .

2007-09-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

my love fer hyme has lasted bout a year and 2 months

todae suddenly kahshin ask if i meet hyme luhs .

den i reply : i got saw hyme but nth happen luhs nt even a talk or wadsover . haix . so sad luhs . nth can change relity . i shld realli forget bout hyme .

den she ask if i dare to talk to him .

i reply : don dare but i realli wanted to hear hyme talk to me as least a wrd hi or bye . is realli enough . just a wrd . im askin fer .

den she sae cheer up . although i can t replace him , i will always pei ni de . change to others luhs or else u will b so sad lyk now .

i repy : yah . thanks bahs . heh . lawls. change to others ? who wors. wont hav de larhs . mayb nxt year bahs . haix . i thk i ald love hyme bout a year luhs .

she sae upper sec de ?? or our class de ?? at least dey wont lie to u . den u wont b tt hurt .

i reply : upper sec , i onli admire him larhs . as fer class u thk will mehs . anw dey will still lie to u in some ways . haix . hope tt can at least chat with hyme in msn .

den she ask bout his hotmail .

i reply : XXXXXXX@hotmail.com

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SORRY WORS FOR TT LAME INTRO .

seriously ive been thinkin bout this problem . all im gonna ask fer now is just a wrd frm him and realli is realli enough . i rather u sae hi den just walk by me lyk im transparent . mayb this dae will nv cum but at least this false hope cld make me feel better . u may hav lots of stead but nvm & i noe tt in ur heart there was nv me but im willin to step into this trap just to at least hav u once . this is so foolish but i nv regretted .

I REALLY LOVE YOU .
I MISS YOU .
but so what ...........

2007-09-01T08:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL THE WONDERFUL TEACHER IN THE WORLD

ystd stinks luhs at pioneer larhs cuz i was in super bad mood . anw then after school went gek poh to meet qiu ying . den have lotsa fun luhs cuz she really veri positive one & relli quite kisiao . anw then reach xnps luhs . den go c teachers luhs . den we chat with miss suzana luhs then suddenly santhos walked pass den i sae hey u gt cum arhs . den ms suzana & qiu ying came damn close to my face and ask me lotsa questions , u noe , lyk he is ur stead lyk tt . wa lao . i also dunno wad to sae lorhs . den i pai sei lohs , i call wrong cher name . argh . pai seh pai seh . den qiuying was lyk damn mad about gettin to e hall to c her name . den we went to e hall & take photos of the name luhs . ahahhhs (: den went canteen meet sally . den vian came liaos so i walked to e bus stop with qiu ying & chat lohs . so sth funnie was tt she sae i personally think since u & hyme tt thing , i dont thk u will have a stead luhs . okay i don get wad she mean but afterwards i ask lydia den ouk i get wad she mean . ahhahs (: den walkbck to xnps luhs . den meet hillary den accompany her to wash room . den suddenly mdm peh & ms tay called , then told me tt they we in e cab goin hme den we chat in the phone fer a while den bye luhs . haix . den a while lata , sally called but was lydia's voice . funnie ehs . so i tyold her we were in wash room luhs . den they came in . after tt . we go look fer teacher's again . den look and look lorhs . den saw shu hui & wu ying & many others luhs . wu ying veri cute with her new hair style (: i pai sei again lorhs . i thought shu hui cut short her hair but actually no . hillary suddenly saw hayden at the garden dere bahs den hillary souted fer hayden's name at the stairs case dere . den he was lyk heck care . funnie lohs . den hillary lyk angry . then go pigeon hole and put presents luhs . den went wash room again but after tt went kfc to have lunch cuz damn hungry . den talk & talk luhs . hiax . i also wanna go out with lydia . haix .

2007-08-29T15:51:00.000+08:00

hellos (: hahahs

let's introduce my family tree :

lao po : kahshin
qing ai de : vanessa
darling : lydia
love : " my stead "
bro : jinwei

lawls . hahahhs (: currently havin lab lesson at school . wa lao . until 5.30pm lorhs . learning photoshop thingy . haix . missing my love & darling . haix . tmr finally meeting darling fer teacher dae thingy cuz we doin . hahahhs (: blehx . hahahhs (: long time no post liaos ehs ?? hahahhs (: hahahhs . wish i could forget hyme as soon as possible . haix . forget bout it . just let it go den . hope to be the top in class this year . hahahs (: and must must improve english . mayb i will love him one dae . hahhahs (: he is a malay guy . hahahhs . toddles .

2007-08-23T16:01:00.000+08:00

i drew it on my hand (:
my seat in class
my plate so clean lorhs . bleahx .
c me so guai gt borrow bks & read lorhs . lawls .

take this becuz hav to draw protrait fer art . me so plae .

cublism : 70 %

protrait : 65 %
contour lines : 70%
hands : 75 %

total : ( 75%+70%+70%+65% ) / 4 = 70 marks

so fat . haix .

voodoo dolls earing

love this most

2007-08-23T15:56:00.000+08:00

SHOUT OUT & CRY

hullo , well didn’t wanna post actually cuz tired . me still hav those freakin face luhs which in other hand bu shuang too . haix . so friendship thk okay le bahs but somehow now more close to sheralin luhs . hahahs (: love her cuz now beside frm darling she is the nxt one i can share my sadness to . miss darling , lyk years nv see her liaos . haix . on tues i did quite a shockin thin luhs which is to read saffy’s angel ( my literature bk ) with 186 pages , author : hilary mckay . cuz nxt dae gt project . den really finish lohs . so happy cuz i will nv ever finish reading a bk in a dae . hahahs (: den realized actually saffy angel is quite a nice bk though i hated it last time . blehx . lawls . hiax so nxt mondae gt health promotion board and have home econ practical exam lohs . scare . ystd gt cip so go dere den do bout 4 trolleys den saw haziqah & haziq (: hahahas (: den do frm 3 to 6 pm luhs . den the last one hour is just go level 3 and put those bks straightly luhs . den borrowed 3 bks . two by hilary mckay which is the continuing bks of saffy’s angel & one by zarr , the story of e gal cuz cover veri nice (: den go eat roti prata (: went home at bout 6.45 pm . todae tired tired den lyk slack & slack luhs . my science marks were 72.4 den shiying 79 lorhs . den i a little lyk shock =P den kahshin told me she cheated durin test , she write answer at hand . wa lao . i nv lohs . haix . cheating is a seriour offence . hahahs (: den recess gt people kanna cane . many people this time , more than ten . some more dey kanna cane cuz Indian throw ice at malay den fight fight . lawls . so todae history cher e time table crash with other class so she go teach another class . weees (: no history ! but too bad hav to take care of class fer 1 hour den i shout & shout cuz dey veri noisy . hahahs (: den art . den veri sad larhs cuz i onli score 70 fer art . den lyk veri bu shuang den ting ting fail art then she just tear away the art piece lorhs . wa lao . hiax . den many things happen . santhos sae kelly last time use watch to beat hyme . haix . den cher saw me lyk bu shaung den ask me score how much den i quickly walk nxt door fer mother tounge . den mother tounge then score 83.5 lorhs . den me quite siao larhs . when teacher ask us to greet her , the moment i bent my head forward den i burst into tears . den turn siao larhas . den still gt ben & kahshin & sheralin also crying fer art . hiax . den durin ce was watching horror movie ( NC16 ) . hahahs (: nth liaos . haix . wish pass history ~

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broken in everything ~~realtionship friendship studies~~

2007-08-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

FUCK OFF

well nth to sae much about the pass few daes cuz nothing makes me happy so might as well don mention it . anw i will still share a short summary bout my memories oftt past few daes . well i whole 3 daes bu shuang firstly tt science project just suxs lyk hell & im ignoring my love fer some reasons & my love is ignoring me . then our class gt cockroach . argh . wtf wtf . den we were in the middle of a test den ben suddeny sae gt cockroach then the whole class went screamin den bravo senkar go ctach the cockroach . loves . wtf . then ystd my darling come to my hse fer bout 3 hrs cuz forget to bring hse key . den we talk talk and eat eat . okay summary over . todae wake up at 7.05am becuz of tt lovely choir but ystd nite i slpt at 1.15 lorhs . lawls . anw todae went opening and opening and opening the door . den i was lyk the leader cuz trhey don dare to stand infornt cuz hall veri dark . den we open and open but the problem is im totally nt gd in opening doors . everyone time i locked the door instead of opening it . sotong me . den bravo sheralin open the door . den we open the main door then wtf a cockroach appear den one gal go step it . bravo lorhs . wa lao . den went down to run two runs ard school . den mr tan sae wad blss every wk gt people die . dunno luhs . then rest and rest cuz cher at canteen den we at music rm cuz he sae give us time to rest wors . den we kindda siao larhs . i touch e band instruments den plae the drums tt u the drums were those which those bands use de larhs . den i throw all my sadness onto the drum . i hit as hard as i could and go mad then all my friends sad eh okay mahs , dun play so loudly . den i plae and plae then nv liaos . den cher come then plae music game . the grp which means can his recording studio . den i was lyk veri veri active but in the end i lost the activeness cuz i realli cuz lots of marks to b lost . hate me . den i no confidence liaos lohs though dey nv sae guai wo . den i wanted to cry . but in the end we and another grp gt the same marks den both can go recordin studio . weeees (: cant wait . cant wait . den went home and sth realli makes me veri sad . well shldnt sae larhs so far onli my family & my darling noes .

SEEMUN~~rawks~~sucks

2007-08-15T03:10:00.000+08:00

the stupid fellow is back . chey thought who sei . now is 3.12am . nobody onlinin onli me . nt sleepin just doin homework . i planned nt to slp todae just to use my sleepin time for homework . but all becuz of tt fuckin project larhs . okay i noe i did it last minute but my groups members didnt even helped at all . sheralin nth . kahshin just send me some pictures which is like hey i can find it lorhs . and i do the science project frm 9pm to 2.45am and sacrifice my sleepin time while they r sleepin . wtf . doin homework soon . and now hungry cuz i onli ate vegetables durin dinner cuz i nv eat tt plate of noodles . i no appetite so pass it to dad . den now also dunno y stayin up in the middle of the morning . gtg . go choing homwork bahs (:

[x] secret [x]

2007-08-15T02:55:00.000+08:00

SEEMUN SUXS

i hate myself for everything that i am . i stink in wadever i lyk . but why ? why ? i love dance & singin but i stinks in both of dem and i noe . i have enough humiliation of myself but how can i do . nothing for goodness sake . joelle sae tt straight into my face well it did seriously hurt me veri much so wad who cares . kisiao. i am slackin & slackin and this suxs too . why i still love someone which will not let me have a ending i wanted . still view people's friendster secretly everydae . im so foolish dao i sign out before viewin his friendster den i sign in agian . stupid fool . now i wanted to slim down to 40 to 45 kg . so i m goin through starvation but seriously i no appetite . dunno why ? always throw temper at nothing even small matters also angry . kisiao . everyone hates me . people still saes i hao lian . wa lao . ive went through this life styles from just nusery . cant ur just give me a break . do ur know tt one of ur fuckin wrd can turn my whole dae down . just please stop . i am gonna b mad . i wanna cry but cant cry . i am veri stressed up cause i always try to change ur thinkin but it did not wk in the end . wa lao . tt is wad i even hated myself . a stupid fellow doin foolish things thinkin that you suxs in every single way. just a stupid fellow .

labels : a stupid fellow talikin to herself

2007-08-14T17:41:00.000+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT

welcome to http://princessxguardianxdancer.blogspot.com/
visitors whom studied graduadted frm xingana 6compassion last year please take note .
i would lyk to ask ur if ur wld lyk all of us to meet up on the 31.08.07 before entering xinganan to visit on teachers ? please kindly give me feedback in msn or my tagboard or through messaging . thanks .

please state ur school's dismissal time if ur thk the above idea is great (: thanks . please give me ur feedback by the 24.08.07 . thanks (:

2007-08-14T17:27:00.000+08:00

HELLOS (:

todae bad mood bahs . anw todae gt composition test den i nv write finish lorhs . wa lao . den science is sian dao so i nv listen den do jian bao lorhs . den recess mr nathan told us tt 31.09.07 11.30am end school . den whole is shouting lyk siao . hahahs (: den pw veri fed up cuz our poem still haven finish . wa lao . den lucky larhs can print out in computer lab . during math lesson ahmad veri funnie . he wanna throw the water bottle . den he put the bottle between his feet den use his two legs to throw the bottle . den always fail den i laugh dao stomach pain cuz he do dao both his legs went into the dustbin . hahahhs (: den we chat chat lorhs . den i ask hyme lots of craps larhs lyk why u join ruby , u like who . fer malay gals he sae zulaika ( sorry dunno how to spell ur name ) den when i asked who in chinese most choi den he keep on laugh so he nv sae lorhs . den i ask hyme why dey all keep on call kahshin name . den sae dao asyraf thinks in chinese kahshin most choi . hahahs (: den talk & talk . den todae math lesson quite fun larhs cause gt plae the pacman game . so exciting cuz i nv plae games so is lyk so fun . hahahs (: durin chinese i veri guai . i finished two jiao bao den cher still sae my handwriting gt improve ( bigger ) good (: hahhs . den pale games . den ce luhs . den i sae keep quiet so many times den ask to nominate cher . den almost everyone nominated mr marshall tan ( art teacher ) . hahas . i feel lyk my relationship between my love is veri big . well i was sad luhs so todae i lyk whole dae bu shuang . sometimes we veri close but sometimes we r far apart frm each other . hiax . den somehow dey sae samuel cuz now wooin sheralin mahs . den dey sae i m the reserve lohs . kao bei . like i am who lyk tt . siao . hahahas (: den rmb sth tt nana sae tt quite funnie de lahs .

she said : seemun smiles veri pretty . she veri pretty . when she smile i wanna kiss her .

hahahs (: funnie i thought she wanna kiss me . hahahs (: den last wk e home economics den yan hong ask me thk who chinese gals most pretty . den she sae kahshin sae me & her & sheralin / yan hong . den sophia sae kahshin & me & i forgot liaos . den i veri funnie larhs . i sae me & kahshin & sherlin . den after tt nana suddenly sae seemun u veri chandei ( dunno how to spell ) . den senkar sae seemun chandei mehs . den samuel sae she sae u pretty . den i smile smile den i turn infront . funnie larhs. i love nana . i really admired e positive side she has everyday , so happy so high . i wish i cld b lyk her .
since kahshin ask me to post wad i brought at bugis street so mayb fri or tmr den i post bahs .
hayden & jamie . tt diaper commerical . hahahs (:

ystd day nite i cried cuz hui xian out . the first time i cried becuz of campus . i wanted her to b out but sad thing is the atmosphere is so sad . when hui xian sang the last song . the lyricks sae u have left . she has left the stage but when she sing she feels even sad . life is so hard . y must reality b so cruel . why things is so difficult to accept . y ?

campus finals : 28.08.07

useless me

still gt 56 daes to exams .

staying happy is difficult

2007-08-11T17:17:00.000+08:00

HULLO (:

well e photos above r the photos ive taken frm 05.08.07 to 10.08.07 . may those photos let ur noe what e hell im doin fer the past few days . Monday go trim hair (: Tuesday gt rehearsal fer the national day observance ceremony den i was veri pissed off cause stand under the hot sun to practice lohs . when walk to foyer is like run liaos 1.6 km . hahahs . anw on wed hav to get to school by 7 am lohs while others onli hav to reach school by 7.50 am . nt fair . den still hav to wear tt blazer lorhs . but okay okay larhs . at first i was like happy cause sekar & mustaqim lyk makes us happy lyk tt but the moment i sing i cry immediately . i just feels tt my singin suxs lahs . then cry lohs . den my seniors all like shock lahs . den ivan sae i cry veri ugly den keep on use his blazer to cover my face . den went to change to white & white den my seniors sae she thk i looks lyk hebe wors. den iwas lyk really ?? hahahs (: anw den hav free breakfast . hahahs (: den i laugh dao siao lahs cause i cant keep my eyes of puva’s fat body & the clothe . cause e clothe squeeze her fat dao gt three layer . hahas (: den went to class den nth larhs . den take bus lorhs. yippee . i meet my darling . hahahs (: is lydia larhs . den we chat chat den wait outside xnps lyk hope to go in mahs . den the security guard keep on ask us to out lorhs den he still call us aunty . wa lao . wtf . but one boy veri cute ask the security gate if go out or nt veri loudly den tell us all to go out wors . hahhs (: den show joey & another guy frm blss de . den i was like blind lahs den i just veri shock by tt guy’s hair lohs . he spray purple den is like ermm i dunno wad to sae lahs . den saw mdm peh at last after bout 55 minutes de waiting den we chat chat lahs . den go home lorhs . den went hospital cause need to go through operation . den i was like veri sad & angry lahs den my bro still lyk veri feng chi de sae me lohs . den i cry again . den nth liaos . den thursdae went bugis . den brought quite a lot of things larhs den at nite i cooked spaghetti again (: this few daes i really love to cry .den ystd vanessa call me if interested in joinin e soul competition den i sae yeah . cause is e last chance i cld dance before i cant exercise fer a year larhs but my mum sae better nt cause i cant even cope with my studies den blah blah blah . well todae i wake up at 7.20 am fer choir lohs but i late 10 minutes =P den mr tan even worst lohs . den ivan & jinwei keep on bully me . late for 90 minutes lorhs . den he teach us how to learn notes & talk talk lohs . den tacher ask if we gt stead . den jinwei & ivan sae i gt lohs . wa lao . i dun hav lehs. den they sae my stead is xxxxxx den i was like wa lao . dey so bad . den erm nth le bahs . enjoy e photos bahs (:

can spot me ?

me talkin to vanessa on the phone

all becuz of tt clip on my hair . i gt a new nickname : ultrawoman

my panda eyes . so nan kan .

home econs de cup cakes
I LOVE MY LAOPO &

I MISS LYDIA

2007-08-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

9 PHOTOS

the toy display at the cinema
cinema at orchad
my legs so fat lohs
chocolate . gonna b fat . hahahs (: yummie

IM MARRIDED . i love XxxXxxx . i love u . hahahs (: interseted in knowing who tt person is . hahahs (: find it urself lohs . aiya . currently slackin lahs . tonite go condominum to swim . hahahhs (: but e problem is i dunno how to swim . hahahs (: so diao ehs . lawls . posting tmr bahs . currenly pratisin songs fer science project & e perfromance on tt day . wa lao . tuesdae must stay bck fer last rehersal so cant see my blog . haiix . im addicted to when you're gone somehow . hahahs (:

ur love brings laughter in me

2007-08-04T14:27:00.000+08:00

HELLOS (: now at kahshin hse luhs cause we do project mahs . lawls . todae gt choir frm 8 to 11.45 lohs . haix . but veri veri fun larhs cause we were performing on 08.08.07 at pioneer mahs . haix . sadly must wear blazer luhs . den damn hot but after performance i most probably gonna change to black & white . hahahas (: so is lyk sheralin & xiao yuan & ivan & jin wei AKA di gt solo . hahahhs . but i also gt lohs . arghhhhhhs . i dun wan . anw im singing fer we will get there . todae gt reherasal lahs den we sing dao damn high . den the teacher bad lohs cut our songs onli let us sing 3 out of 4 lohs . wa lao . wtf . den when i sing i was lyk so scre lohs . but mum told me tt this was the best way to train me fer css lahs . hahaahs (: lawls . weeeees (: hahahahs (: tooots . weees(: so sheralin reach liaos . bye bye . i gtg luhs . hahahs (: byesss . love ur (: